Let me hear you call my name.
Jacinta.July 1988 just the way you are. simplistic yet loving. More than words.
I know you love me, too.
*year-end trip with sweets!*graduation trip? *sleepovers! *wedding planner classes! *early childhood classes? *longchamp/kate spate bag *watch *a pair of new sunglasses You were here too?
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Wednesday, November 30, 2005
went for the p team meeting today. nothing much was mentioned. the main idea is that they want us to remember the promise of committment that we agreed when we had our interview in the first place. and we came up with certain suggestions. so in the future. it wouldnt be that bad le ba. another ica tml. econs. then after tml. can relax slightly le. i supposed, other than rushing out the stats project. was rushing the questionaire out today. so that it can be edited before we conduct the survey in any ways. then need to read up microsoft access too. cos ica 2 is coming up real soon. then still have accts. all rites. it is stressful manz. then need to start off with the marketing project too. and i will rmb when joyce told me, i must draw a line btw personal and work. that's rite. =) need to chiong for econs tonite le. hahas. shan still remind me to study. she is so stressed everytime before any tests. but in the end, she performs better than i do. hahas. maybe that's her style of studying. hahas. maybe. did my options selection already. at least a burden off my mind. phew. maybe after all i was too mean a little la. but can't possibly do things half way thru rite. though what i say might be mean, but what i feel...is something else de mah. whatever it is, see how things go first then decide. -- some things are just.....
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
didnt blog in yesterday due to the marketing ica today. then there is another one coming up on thurs. econs. this week is totally stressful. that i agree. i just dun get it. haven we made it so clear le. then why are they still faking ignorance like nothing has happened at all?!? its like...i think at any time of time, just hope that it doesnt reach the maximum. if not, even i myself wouldnt know what i would do. cant they just figure out what is happening somehow, to feel a little at least? its like feeling so uneasy when they are around. cant they just give us a break? this week doesnt seem to go well for me. at the very least though today is only tues. i dunno how should i react to such situations. really. blog in later if there is anything to update about. -- updated at 911pm. p team meeting is rescheduled again. that means i have to bring my notes over. wat's the prob manz. cant it remain at 1...? need to work on my econs le. -- updated at 1233am. just for sino. if she has feelings for u, she would have long ago do a reply to what u wan to know. but she didnt, even till now, rite? then why bother holding on to something that u were true to, but to her, it was a gaming process that's all. its not worth it all rite. i know based on yr stubborness, u wouldnt take in anything at this point of time. but still i wan u to understand that u are already holding a knife cutting yrself without u feeling the pain at all. becos u are totally numb to it already. i dunno what i can do to make sure that u get awake out from this dream which might have happened in actual but to the girl, it was a fairytale all throughout. fairytale. isnt fairytale supposed to have a happy ending? but sadly, i m telling u now. not all fairytales have a beautiful ending. she was making a fool out of u, indeed love is blind. it can make someone go over heels for it. get out of this situation as fast as possible all rites. i dun wan to see u getting hurt for nothing again. keep the feelings that u have for another girl who is worth yr time and heart k. no point groaning over why this happens, instead think about what should u do, instead of staying at the same point, revloving. i said what i can already, u can choose to accept it or read and then forget about it. its your choice eventually. remember this. -- how are things supposed to look?
Sunday, November 27, 2005
went to give tuition today. 2 hours. then came back to call stef first. her prob has been settled le. her relationship always like this de. haiz. anw, now ok already then its all rite le. sino's side i think it shd be all rite already, supposed so. been stressful today too. trying to complete my pom notes. oh ya. changed my blog song already. its "there with you" by sylvester. found the lyrics quite meaningful. been finding for this song. All This Time While You're With Me, I've Been In The Dark Didn't Think For The Life Of Me You Would Do Me Wrong We Had It All, But You Chose Not To Know You Always Knew My Heart Was Home Now We Know I'm Not Who You Want, I Should Let You Go I've Loved You With Your Disguise You've Proven That Love Is Blind There Are No Answers I Find To Stop The Tears From My Eyes Now Everything Looks Black And White You've Taken Away Clear Blue Skies Though It Is Time To Go~ I Know My Heart Has Always Been And Will Be There With You~ All This Time While I'm True To You You Turned And Looked Away There Just Wasn't Any Signs That Says,You're Just Passing Through I Close My Eyes To Forget Our Times I Can't Restrain You From Your Lies The Fear Of Ever Losing You Was Finally Come True I've Loved You With Your Disguise You've Proven That Love Is Blind There Are No Answers I Find To Stop The Tears From My Eyes Now Everything Looks Black And White You've Taken Away Clear Blue Skies Though It Is Time To Go~ I Know My Heart Has Always Been And Will Be There With You~ i thought all along i have put it down somehow. but after listening to this song. it brings me back to the matter somehow. it revoked a little pain here and there. but i know i m controlling it. and understand that this matter have to pass through no matter how cos no miracles will happen at any point throughout. rites. aside this for the moment. oh ya. tml starts off the options thingy already. so fast. but i already have my choices in mind le. so not so bad. dun need to break my head and think about it anymore. all rites i need to get back to revision le. blog in further when i m less busy. -- so stressful.
Saturday, November 26, 2005
whole day on study materials. my eyes, my brain cells. can't seem to take in further le. finished up my tutorials needed on tues for stats and marketing le. and thanks jan =) for helping me in stats. and i m still on my notes for marketing.need to give tution tml. 2 hours. then after that, must come back to call stef first then continue on my studies for ica. i am slowly moving back into the life that i orginally have before anything has happened. it is going smoothly. i supposed so. well. hopefully other things that are happening to my frens de, can be solved soon. which that includes, stef's(if it hasnt been solved) and sino's. ting's matter has been mostly solved, here and there ba. they have all been troubled by the best and yet the worst thing that god has given to us. love. it's so complicated. but we as humans, simply cannot resist the temptation given to us. and thus. we fall in deeper and deeper. which that includes me too. haiz. all rites then. i m getting back to my notes. then to my bed later. hahas. sometimes, some things can't be forced.
Friday, November 25, 2005
was too tired to blog in yesterday. finally completed the e-test for accts today. phew. but there are another 2 icas coming up next week. marketing and econs. haiz. then at the same time, the stats project dateline is just another 3 weeks away. i've got this feeling that we need to work on weekends too. hahas. poor us. hopefully what i feel is not true ba. hahas. as for the specialisations choices, more or less. made up my mind already.things seems to be more settled somehow or rather these few days. but sometimes some things cannot be forced de. though i hate to see the situation like this, but facing the situation physically, the feeling is totally different somehow. but these days, i seemed to get less soft-hearted le. becos the decision to keep stuffs out of the way is getting stronger already. as much as i wish that i m not single, but getting attached either leaves u with the greatest pain, or the greatest happiness. it can bring u to the sky already and allows u to fall hard down to the land. but leading the life of being single. makes u more carefree than ever. at least it doesnt become a burden when situations change. if there is a chance to last. then of cos things will go on. if they can't then we just have to make them a part of our memory and move on with life. by staying at the same pt for just a few days, other ppl had already walked a distance away from you, perhaps including the person who u cared for, or loved the most, leading their own lives without u. for sino. if things are meant to be, then it will. and everything happens for a reason. they dun just happen overnight. if ur heart has already settled on a decision then just follow it. no point going against becos in the end, u will nv be able to win against wat yr heart feels. my point is just to tell u that, when its time to let go, and u dun, the one who gets hurt in the end, would still be you. just like u know that u might get injured if u hold an sharp object in the wrong manner, but u choose to hold on it still, in the end, u will get cut eventually. for stef. u know i'll be there whenever you need me, just a phone call. i will be there. becos u hold one of the highest priority in my life. then as a best buddy of yours. i can tell u frankly... i hate to see u feeling so sad over things that might not be caused by u. i do not wish to see u letting your tears go on for minor stuffs that might have happen. i hope for so much that if u have to call me late in the night, it would be happy things to announce, but sadly, it is always not. i want back the carefree stef that i used to know. stay stronger in yr heart ok. for sure is that, if anything were to happen, i can be sure that i'm always with you, by yr side to accompany u thru. that i promise. all rites. i think that's all about it. i need to get back onto my notes le. -- things are getting...
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
guess what...i overslept this morning. and its by an hour!!! i was lucky that mummy could drive so she sent me to the station. phew...! then as usual to the school...went for the options day briefing today. well. right down in the heart. somehow the choices are made already but there are another few more days. so i can take my time. and my academic results too. so must work hard lor. then at the same time. receive msg and email that there is p team event on fri. so tml got rehearsal. so this week is actually quite busy leh. hahas. then next week still have icas. though some things of mine have been settled somehow or rather. some other things are not. we can't always be like this forever. even if the good things have to come to an end. then its needless to say about the bad things le rite. i wonder when that matter is supposed to end. it is supposed to be stated to have ended le. i mean the atmosphere is very tensed le. how to de-tense it. when things are not getting better in any case. sometimes when u think its yr mr right, it might just jolly well be yr mr wrong. then it would become a self-deceiving matter when one starts to persist. holding on to certain things sometimes is not a good thing to do. and ppl with a mindset should know when to let go of things when time is ripe. not wait till anyone wakes u up with a paragraph of stuffs. which i think wouldnt happen la. and it wouldn't be a happy ending eventually. just like fireworks. no matter how beautiful they are, the scene is just for that moment. is either u get it or u dun. u cannot expect the fireworks to continue to light just becos u like it. it applies in the same when it comes to the affairs of the heart. doesnt mean u like it, the other side have to hold on. they still have the right to choose eventually. its just my personal opinion. take no offence to it. cos i m straightforward by nature de. ;) well. need to continue with econs le. -- its hard to take the step...but...
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
today was bad. well, maybe not so much after my frens came around. there were ting, shan, cat, nurul and jules. thanks alot. i am feeling much better le. well, things have to go on no matter how bad things can happen. ting and i promised each other to stay strong enough to survive through. things will come when it is fated to. no point holding on to things that doesn't belong to u in the first place. just let it go. it will come when time is ripe. and no point clinging on to a memory when it is in the past le. i have learnt to let go of things slowly.bit by bit. well, who knows. maybe things will come along when one least expected it. and my accts are dying le. hopefully shan is able to teach me well enough to pass the exams this semester. my accts ar. really very terrible. hahas. then there will be a bbq for the student councillors of jwss on the 22 dec at east coast manz. just pass the msg ard to all seniors in the student council. time is at 530 pm. anymore info yr need. jus msg me. its a gathering somehow la. so if free, just attend ba. then seniors can take this time to meet up too. hahas. since our schedule had been busy this year till now. need to figure out accts rite now. till i blog again. -- partial of a dedicate to.
Monday, November 21, 2005
we had econs lecture in the end today. and its gonna to mr ho's last day tml. its the first day of the week. and i began to see things in a different view somehow.firstly. tonite was a bad nite. terrible nite. just too bad to relate anything. after for so long, i shed my tears again tonite becos of certain matters. no worries. its not anything about relationships. feeling extreme uncomfortable now. really. will someone just take me away. help me take away my pain. pls. i hate to see such things happening a few times in a year. seeing what happen to ting. i got to realise that some things are just for that moment. esp for affairs of the heart. ever since my past experiences, i hate to say, but i am afraid to commit, for fear that i will sink in too deep and thus can't get up after that. and finally when i think i might be ready for a committment. some things just have to happen, putting all that to a stop. now i have to learn to get up slowly to take my first step out again. though i seriously hope that there is still chance between us. though my heart is telling me that the possiblity is low. perhaps i shouldnt be so silly to hold on to it isnt it? if he doesnt have any feel for me, why do i still...? i have been asking myself too. haven i did stay at the same point before for a period of time already? why am i doing it again? it is either this or that. no one can help me in this. only i myself can. thanks sino for that special entry dedicated just for me. was feeling touched. really. time just flies, 5 years le. it hasnt been long neither short too. but it is sufficient for us to know each other well enough to know what each of our mind is thinking without having us to speak further. i have already told u before, 10 years down the road. maybe i might have forgotten u, which is unlikely to be. but u have already become part of my memory. so why shd u worry anything. u are always there just when i needed u at the crucial moment. maybe u treat me even better than u treat yr gf sometimes. hahas. and definitely i can feel the concern that u showered on me everytime when i m down. u must take lots of care ya. becos this mei mei of yours can't be always around to lend a helping hand at the moment when you need someone. well. things will go as usual if it is fated. some things just need the time to prove its worth. to prove that it is stable enough. -- p.s starting my tuition again this week i supposed. well.
Sunday, November 20, 2005
been at home the whole day. doing marketing tutorial. cos i was out the whole day yesterday. now just started to read up the effective comm for tml's ica. and tml's ica is nearly 2 hours ok. just hope everything goes well tml. a week begins, means that there will be a new beginning for everyone. though we will cling on to certain things that cannot be erased from our minds. and hopefully for everything to be settled. my problem for the time being it can only remain like this. and well as said by sino. the "dun think so much" is an extra always. becos we use it too often when such things happen, thus making it a common phrase that is used to console ppl, a common phrase to heal certain wounds. gradually when things happen, this phrase will always appear from somewhere. i think i might just give up the course for this year. this year's schedule quite tight with the upcoming of projects. and i dun wan my grp members to slog it all out then i am there attending a 4-day course. but we shall see how the progress goes. if it is fated for me to go, then i will go de. though application seats are limited. but it happens every year de. well...hmmz... well, back to my study le. if not tml then i m in deep trouble le. ;) i just have to make a choice.
Saturday, November 19, 2005
went to expo with mummy this afternoon. nice time doing shopping around. loreal's sale. hahas. got many stuffs. and spent an amount too. though i m supposed to pay part of it, but managed to persuade mummy to pay for me in the end. hahas. but it was great going out with mummy. it has been such a time that i have went out with mummy. just me alone. hahas. nice feeling. have to study for upcoming icas tml. plus need to look thru the marketing proj details to send the jobs over to grp members. then need to complete tutorials too. quite busy ba. as of next week. then at the same time, considering wht to take up the course. need time to think it thru first though application seats are limited. mind is confused. but that's not a big worry i supposed. its my determination wht to go anot. girls are still girls. we can say that we wouldnt think so much about certain things. but deep down inside we are wondering like mad. it applies to me too. well. feeling slightly tired today after shopping. think so much also cannot do anything. -- some things just have to.
Friday, November 18, 2005
firstly. happy birthday mali !!! had a nice day today i supposed. and pls do hold back your tears next time k. hahas. and congrats to cat for being able to have a success on her first baking. hahas. so after lunch today, ting, i and alex went round to do some shopping. didnt really get stuffs ya. cos pocket...hahas. quite empty le. however, they did theirs. with alex having the most stuffs bought in the end of the day. i spot some clothes over at S & K. but didnt get them too. hahas. school wasn't too bad today. at least it was fine actually. but maybe becos i dun have enough slp yesterday nite so i seem to be more tired slightly today.situation today was awkward. totally manz. i know such things will happen de. but nv did i expect it to be so bad. but ting and myself promised that we will stay strong no matter what happens. i miss him and ting miss hers too. but we can't do anything. the hour or minute hand cannot even turned faster to allow things to happen quicker. even if we can turn, it is only an illusion. so why bother lying to ourselves? just have to take a step slower as things goes on. which hopefully both sides will have a nice ending. ;) we cannot be always sending out msgs when they dun reply, cos this will irritate them more. just leave them to be. when time comes, some doubts would be cleared already. and thankfully, he is not turning a cold shoulder over to me. ervina dear girl finishes her last O level paper today. congrats girl!! its yr freedom to do things that u wan already. hahas. getting out tml i supposed with mummy. cos there's a sale going on somewhere. hahas. so till i blog again. well.
Thursday, November 17, 2005
its was a long day today due to the make-up lessons of effective writing...4 hours. hahas. then miss the bbq organise by cin lee they all. cos after class i was really really tired. though stef ask me to accompany her to the bbq. but in the end she nv go also. hahas. then effective writing. going thru stuffs for ica. stressful manz. hahas. these few weeks are gonna to be busy. with projects and icas. its just how stressful a semester can be. but we still have time to relax a little ba. then have to start preparing for stats and marketing proj le. then next week still have the briefing for options day. this semester is much much more busy than the previous one. feeling much better already as compared to yesterday. after a series of thinking. some things just cannot be avoided. just have to face it to solve it. i still have the feelings for him. but the journey of time is very crucial. just have to leave everything at this very moment till things are much clearer. our minds are much sure of what are we doing. and no more questions asked. hopefully anything that happens can be solved fast. it seems like when one thing starts to happen, other things follow on to happen as well. it is very prominent in spastics esp. dunno why. hahas. but when good things happen, they happen all at one go too. hahas. ok la. quite busy today for some stuffs tml. speechless or mistake.
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
maybe i have did something wrong. maybe i really did. but i can say, its human nature. whether it is or not. maybe it doesnt matter when he interpreted the wrong way. then its my mistake, my way to be blamed for. no use defending myself for. i'll just have to take things easy enough when i jolly well know that it is not going to be. perhaps i did really scare him off by asking those. i should have known better. but wat is done cannot be undone. i cannot ask him pretend not to see those. i was perhaps a little too much to ask him those questions. but in the end, i was still speechless. he was too. i still have things that i want to say, but since things are in this situation, no point saying further. cos ppl might say things for what they want, but once your heart thinks in a certain way, nothing can change it in anyways. i never knew how painful it is since the last time i had this bad feeling. say me silly. i admit. but no matter how much i m unwilling to accept the fact, things that has happen is a reality already. no wonder ppl say that ppl who are falling into the love circle, will nv see clearly of situations. i know, but i still allow myself to fall into it. this time, without myself knowing it. really. it's only been for a short period of time, but it feels funny somehow in anyways tonite. but i still treasure the friendship. i dun wan such things to cause this kind of unnecessary arguments to break the bond of friendships, i dun want to follow ppl's footsteps. life have to go on still, no matter how bad things has gone, even though footsteps has gone heavier than before. since i can't make things stay the way it has been, just have to let it go. i rather things get back to the beginning when nothing has happened before, but it's useless to say that too. and maybe, perhaps it's time i shd get awake already. spoken these kind of problems to mummy for the first time. feels much better. well. that's it. it's enough.heavy.
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
haven been blogging for the past few days. cos of tests coming up plus the upcoming projects. they are gonna to busy me off these few weeks in fact. dunno whether i shd consider this as good or bad. but some things are just happening out of what i thought, though it is supposed to be expected somehow. my heart has somehow confirms it. but maybe its the time factor after all. but still hope that things will just go smoothly if possible. school has been rather busy this week. with icas esp. then the announcement of projects datelines..its rushing us manz. wonder how are we going to complete them manz. time to stay back after school hours again le.with stats and marketing coming up. till i m free still. blog in another time. great.
Saturday, November 12, 2005
met up with stef today...finally after she came back from cambodia. we went to J8 today. first to pastamania for lunch as usual. (we always go there for meals.) then we went shopping..before that, we went to take our neoprints as usual. hahas. so well, there's a new addition white top to my closet and a pair of earrings in my drawer. hahas. then stef got a bag for herself and another top from giordano. after all that shopping, guess where did we go...hahas. secret recipe for tea...hahas. always we always have fun when we are out with each other. and with our monthly meetings, we always updated each other about our conditions. and suddenly we realised that, being the best buddy of each other, we hasn't been to a movie before together... hahas. so we set that we will go a movie the next meeting if possible when there is a good movie coming up. (and we are supposed to bring some other ppl along. hahas.) oh ya, she got me a bag from cambodia. thanks so much stef!well, spoke to mummy about some stuffs during dinner just now. about many topics. my sis joined in too. well, things are supposed going well. my dear girls, hopefully they are resting well for the remaining papers. well, i think that's about it...hahas. oh ya, nearly forgotten, happy birthday ronald...legal age of 18 already ya. hahas. ...
Friday, November 11, 2005
it's the end of another week. time passes too fast le. and at the same time so many things happening. at least for sure, the matter is fully over. i m quite sure that i can bring it over without much problems, thanks to close frens around for this period of time. and well, i guess some good matters are going to happen after this bad one. i supposed so. though i m not very sure of it too. but it is feeling...somehow...comfortable. ;) oh ya, my dear girl has her O levels today...everything went well. she updates me. she'll just have to bear with another 2 weeks and it will be all over. but she can rest a little more during the weekend. yups. i bought a pair of earrings from tom & stefanie today...hahas. its nice. then going out with stef tml to J8. pastamania and coffee bean. hahas. plan to do a little shopping for clothes. though i thought i had a closet of them already. but i still feel i love white. hahas. so the closet must have a few more pieces of white clothes. hahas. girls are still girls. we are always complaining that we dun have enough clothes, shoes, accessories. hahas. i wanted mummy to get me another pair of shoes. noda having sales at westmall now...hahas. clothes too, but guess i will have to spend my own money on them. hahas. -- so many things.
Thursday, November 10, 2005
didnt have the mood to blog in yesterday. and as i thought that things were turning much better, something happen today. i saw someone that i thought i shouldnt. (thanks nurul for dragging me away.) but right now. it is supposed to be all rite. i think. aside that, i think my girls are coping well with the O levels. they are having maths paper 2 tml. wish them all the best. just had a family meeting just now. mummy complain about my attitude again. i know these few days i have been a little short-tempered. but becos things are happening. and with one not settled, another comes along. then the big one. no one is bothering. haiz. meeting with stef on sat. is confirmed le. should be going somewhere not in the town area. she has a craving for cheese cakes. so we have to go somewhere with cheese cakes available. hahas. ok that's about it already. -- hurtful yet...
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
wanted to blog in yesterday. but i was too tired to. some news that i receive to me, maybe its a good thing or a bad thing. i managed to decide that i want to end the path of waiting le. it is painful but life has to go on. so i just have to bear with the pain these few days. becos it will soon be over le. well, planning to meet stef on saturday for lunch. it has been quite a long time since we have meet up with each other. becos someone was busy talking to bf mah. hahas. been talking to a few ppl these few days, there are many things happening. be it major or minor. but emotions has been up and down too. couldn't find the right place to cool them down. my girls are handling the O levels well. i supposed so. they have another 2 more papers tml. they will update me further. -- tensed for them...
Sunday, November 06, 2005
well, went out today to funan mall to get a new desktop...so tired...then i have morning class at 8 tml...that means have to wake up early le...then rmb that its my girls are starting their O levels from tml... and it will last for 2 weeks...praying hard for them...they wouldn't disappoint me de...that's is what i feel... just a short note to blog in tonite...oh ya, its ker huiling's birthday today...i haven forgot about it...and tml is enting's...that i hasn't forget too...!! need a break manz.
Saturday, November 05, 2005
i m feeling so tired from the bbq...just have a bath...then need to wait for my hair to get dry. my cousins all came over, and they had great fun la...and i couldn't join them...maybe generation gap ba...hahas...and my student made an improvement in her maths...hahas...so happy. hopefully she will be able to attain the grades that both of us set before the exams...;) well, sorted out some thinking yesterday. some answers have been unfolded unknowingly. the path might have to stop right here. rather than i continue guessing which the answers are out le. i supposed. i might fear the pain of rejection, but someone told me that only when things are clarified, the pain is a process le. and i shouldn't be afraid of rejection. i don't know when i fall from rejection, how many pairs of hands will be there to catch me, but i know for sure is that, at least one is there to support me up to stand again. becos she agreed to stand by me when i needed her. and she will always be around me. -- i dun wan to...
Friday, November 04, 2005
daddy is arriving back in singapore tml morning...early in the morning...that means i have to wake up early to prepare and go to the airport to pick him up...gonna to be busy tml since there is a bbq gathering...24 hours has passed already...as predicted by someone, no matter how i set a limit to it, i will still extend it unknowingly...becos i dun wan to admit the fact that nothing is gonna to have any change when things are going this way...i dun wan to...but i know it best down in the bottom of my heart that it is about time already...though i dun wan to give this up...i dunno whether i will have regrets when i make this decision, so rather now, i do not make any...but it is feeling terrible... alone today, i just carried on with my tutorials and helping to prepare stuffs for tml in order not to let me think whether he does reply or not, but i guess nothing has been received in my phone...then during this period of time, some frens have been there around me...i really thanked that...and happiness can be contagious, bitterness can too...and it is double the times of happiness...dun let bitterness overcome the happiness that one has...;) to give or to let...
Thursday, November 03, 2005
well, its a thurs...haven been to school for 3 days i think...hahas...e-learning...then ting msg me asking me wht to k box tml from 11 to 2...with that under cat's suggestion...but sorry i have to prepare the stuffs for the bbq gathering on sat..so i think i'll have to give it a miss...(though i wanted to go badly...)daddy is coming back soon, in 2 days' time...when was the last time i saw him? 2 months ago i think...? but he again will stay for another few days only...but nvm, he is coming back again in dec to celebrate christmas with us...;) oh ya, about the movie chicken little, i think singapore is only showing the english version...that means i wouldn't be able to hear xiao zhu's voice le...but if anyone knows info about the chinese version de, inform me thru the tagboard k...tks.. back to my prob, perhaps the root of the prob is that i have never dare to accept the reality, or i was not willing to listen to the answer that it will arrive from it...it is gonna to be hurting i feel so...but maybe it's about time le... -- hmmz
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
ting came over for a swim today...hahas...had fun once again...woke up at 9 plus becos ting is supposed to arrive at ten, but she was late as she has something on first...but nevertheless she came ard 10 plus...then the upcoming walt disney movie, chicken little...hahas...looks very cute...hahas...and the chinese translation is done by show...xiao zhu...hahas...dunno whether i will have time to go and watch it notz...hahas... my malay frens, esp to nurul...they are breaking their fast today...cool...hahas...finally she need not look at us when we are eating already, she can join us...hahas... till then, blog in later if there is anything more...;) -at 1022pm- these 4 days, from tues to fri...there is no school for me, either they are public holidays or e-learning sessions...and tml is thurs already...somehow, i really feel like getting back to school...having these holidays seems to bring me back to allow me to have that feeling that i have during the 7 weeks of holidays...maybe becos too many things happen during that time...whether is physically or emotionally...esp emotionally...though it is not obvious at all...how am i supposed to react..? new month...
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
a new month begins today...then from today which is tues to fri, no school, either is public holidays or e-lectures/tutorials...hahas...then i think ever since i bought my mp3 from july till now, i hasn't showcase it on the blog huh...hahas... then there is a need to complete my tutorials...within this week...hahas...oh ya...then the features of my precious...and it is red in colour ya...actually i dun have many things that are red, but this time, i got red...hahas... 20GB HDD Walkman Super Stamina 40Hrs (ATRAC3plus, 48kpbs) Record 13,000 tracks (ATRAC3plus, 48kpbs) G-Sensor HDDProtection Skip protection: 25 mins REMOVABLE battery Hi-Speed USB Data Transfer Use as a Portable Hard Drive perhaps the only disadvantage is that it doesn't have a FM tuner for me to listen to yes 933...hahas...anyway, blog in further later, oh ya, yesterday had a late night chat with stef...we managed to catch things up that happen during the last 5 days... |
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