Let me hear you call my name.
Jacinta.July 1988 just the way you are. simplistic yet loving. More than words.
I know you love me, too.
*year-end trip with sweets!*graduation trip? *sleepovers! *wedding planner classes! *early childhood classes? *longchamp/kate spate bag *watch *a pair of new sunglasses You were here too?
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Thursday, August 31, 2006
hasn't been blogging recently...was busy rushing the report thingy and other stuffs as well.sometimes, it's suggested not to hold on too hard to things, in the end when there are sufferings, the one who holds it suffers the most. we learn to react when it's too painful for us. when we feel pain, shouldn't we release what we are holding already? why would one want to hold it through to endure a pain that you might not need to in the first place? i don't know if this is clear enough to clear some things. but seriously think over it. sometimes not everyone is worth to be held on. then sometimes we rushed to get things done, and then to regret only when it's over. it's on impulse, we clearly knew it. and the consequences were painful. but still we acted on it. just wonder why. alright. back to my report. nights! Sunday, August 27, 2006
  heys. well, hasn't been blogging for the past few days though. been a bit busy ya. saw the pictures above? hahas. yups, met up with marcel today to go shopping at the supermart to those cookies flour, butter, eggs...that's for the peeps in our team, not forgetting TPRD, since we merged ever since the admin team has shifted to the cisco team...not forgetting yisong and karen too...been busy in my home kitchen the whole afternoon with marcel...we were so warm facing the oven for the whole time...and it's my second time baking cookies cos the first time round, it was not successful. but this time round, it's definitely successful de...cos we tried it before we dare to bring to school for the others....hahas. we have oatmeal chocolate chip and double chocolate chip...sounds good...? hahas. going to visit the doctor at the hospital tml afternoon. the appt is finally here. (as if i wish to go...all becos i have to go alone..) going ALONE. yes. no choice. cos no one can take flexi and i can understand becos we are preparing for the handover session on tues. but well, it's gonna to be a long wait at the hospital...wonder what can i do at the hospital while waiting manz... last week at BSU now, but we are gonna to be pretty busy too...lots of things to hand over...including admin dept for marcel and me... getting back to classical the following week. and humanlink is having dinner on the 4th Sept. that's a deal le...hahas. no one is supposed to back out. hahas. oh ya, at the same time, the next round of personal selling is up. this time round, it's mooncakes...! from 4 suppliers, tung lok grp, breadtalk, lavander, grand city. so peeps, if you are interested in getting mooncakes as gifts or for personal comsumption, u can get it from me at a discounted price...=) will inform more further. message to sher and mag: hey pretty ladies, it's been a pleasure working with you two. you two are just too great! i will always remember the times we sat down to chat our hearts out, or when we are serious at work..and many other little things that are kept into our memory booklets...even though it's just a short period of time for 5 weeks. must remember to save some time for some gatherings at times...=) anw, i still have something with sher...hahas. lols. anyway, just rmb that you two are not forgotten. and will be waiting for the next gathering ;) alright, i think that's it for tonight le. it's like pretty long le. and it's time to get back to my summary report le. so peeps, hopefully it has been a nice weekend becos it was a good one for me...take care and nights! Thursday, August 24, 2006
sometimes how i wish some words would just get into you. but well, since i long ago had resigned this to fate. and knew that such would happen...all i want you to know is that when you are feeling the pain, i am feeling it double the times for you. when you are feeling down and terrible, i am guilty of not being able to rush over to lend you my shoulders. when you are feeling sad and blue, i am always the one who drops the tears before you do... all i want is just to make you understand a little of what i want you to know...it's not much...it's just that little bit. but how much can you spare...? it's just another random one. need not bother about it.       well. was a hectic fun day ytd with my dar-lings ya! above are some photos taken (though not so clear) hahas. we went marina square. left school around one plus. then reaching there around 2...initially decided not to take sakae sushi becos the buffet price for students starts at 3pm. oh well, but in the end, we decided to wait for it though. so we went walking around. had venezia's ice cream...4 of us share 2 favours...! hahas. lemon and mango. and i was like...it's sour!!! but they just enjoy teasing me...lols. then went for sakae sushi at 3pm. starting eating and talking...hahas. can't reveal what were we chatting about...only we know...hahas. in the end, just alone sushi, not accounting to the fruits and mochi ice cream...we had 30 plates!! hahas. and we paid a near 70 bucks altogther for the meal. quite worth it ya. hahas. and know something. it was kim yuen's first time to sakae sushi's dine-in...hahas. she just dedicated her 'first time' for dining in to us...hahas. so touched manz...lols. =) but nevertheless, it was a good meal. really. and got to know even more things about each other now...hahas. then we moved off for the movie that we planning to watch, "The Break Up"...well, not a bad show. quite comical yet teary movie. though some parts were boring...but we promised that there would be more of such trips like having meals out...or even bowling the next time round...! hahas. tks dar-lings. for the pleasant little outing ytd. =) off from that, it seems like many things are on the happening these few days. more of the sad ones than happy ones. and it's all about relationships. sometimes just wonder if in the first place, you know things might not last, then why get yourself invloved into it? but that's just saying. many of us committed in that situation too. even i myself would. but well, things are fated to turn out like this. not for us to choose it though. just take it easy and it would be fine. well, just don't make me lose faith in believing that love can last...=) alright. it's another hectic day in school today. till i blog again. take care peeps. ;) Tuesday, August 22, 2006
and yes i am real tired today...apart from the busy schedule at humanlink. i have to attend the funernal tonight of my god-grandma. reaching home around 10 plus near 11 just now. then was rushing from school to meet mummy so that she can pick me up along the way. and guess what. they were late...in the end i took my dinner alone at burger king. i have never taken meals alone much less to say dinner...and made me wait so long. and another thing was that, as i was moving out from the station today. there was this gal in front of me. and when we are about to cross the traffic light, guess what! she spitted right in front of me k. and it's like she was in uniform too...i was so disgusted by it...yucks. and sometimes it's hard to strike a conversation. esp when words are already in your mouth and yet when you sees the person directly to the eye, the words just doesn't flow. they are 'locked' in your mouth. how i wish i wouldn't have this problem. then everything would be fine... anyway, it's gonna to be another fun day tml. out with my dar-lings...yes. i am referring to yuen, ying and pris...!! alright. take enough rest. and nights peeps. random quote. would you choose the one whom you love more but has no feelings for you or the one who loves you but you have no feelings for? Monday, August 21, 2006
was a pretty hectic day yesterday though. went out early in the morning and only managed to get home in the night. was feeling the sleepy blues today at work...but well, there's only marcel and me...hahas. and work wasn't too heavy yet...so it's still alright. they would be back tml. so pray hard that things do get better, cos there are lots of things to complete though. summary report, handover powerpoint slides, some matters regarding to humanlink...last week heard that ms ming was going to resign. well, hasn't been able to make time to get up to call centre and bid her farewell yet, due to the matters at BSU and moreover, i am in 2 depts right now. consider close but not too much also, becos i was posted outside...but well, pros and cons to it, depending on how each individual sees it though. getting out with my dar-lings on wed. siying, pris, yuen. shaun and fennie can't make it. haiz. the number is always not full.. i wonder when it would be gathering for the whole team. yes i mean 6. then thursday with my humanlink members. then sun is with marcel...hahas. what are we up to? don't tell you. hahas. >.< going to visit the doctor in another 6 days' time. gonna to travel all the way from sch to NUH. the distance alone is gonna to turn me real off about it...but still, i have to go. it's not a matter of choice already. then went to see my family doctor ytd too, checking on my condition for my gastric. well, he asked me to take back the same medication, but this time round, with addition conditions to maintain my lifestyle well, like sleeping early, getting enough rest, don't skip meals, can't take too spicy foods and the list goes on... alright. i think that's all. have a good rest peeps. it's just another beginning of a new week. wonder what's in store for us. take care. nights! Saturday, August 19, 2006
 see this picture above..? hahas. finally went to collect my long-awaited birthday present from stef this afternoon, she was not around. so aunt annie passed it to me...well, first time making it handmade for me...from the 6 years i knew her...and it was this year that i did my first handmade present to her as well...but at least that thought counts...appreciated it lots. its a combination of all our photos taken during these 2 years...well, not all, she did her selection. (but perhaps its time we should take more photos when we are out the next time le...hahas.) talking about that, yups, its time for outing my dear buddy after your exams... this week, pretty fine i supposed. not much of things that are happening out of the norm. this coming week, taking flexi. to get out with humanlink team members for dinner and tradewinds group for outing...or rather, gathering...tep is gonna to end in 2 weeks time? so...better cherish it before we are all back to classical. and 1 week more...off to the doctor's for my knee treatment... alright. just a short entry to note for my present thingy...hahas. take care ppl. and have a nice weekend...=) Friday, August 18, 2006
another random entry.have you ever set down to wonder what do you actually look for in someone? or rather the type of partner you are looking for? perhaps i realised that i didn't? though i have the basic criterias of it... we often tend to think that the one we like might just be the one for us, and we will just have the mindset that well, he/she might just be the one for me. becos to be frank, that's the mindset i used to have. not worrying that i would be jeered or something. i used to believe that every realtionship deserves a second chance till something happened some years ago. though i still have that belief that a second chance is possible in any case. then if it's this case, giving each other freedom means giving each other space to move around? but well, people grow up. giving each other freedom is just to keep a leeway for ourselves in case anything happens. as girls, we always believe that as long as two in a relationship is getting on fine, i can change the guy...becos he loves me. but sadly the case is that, guys normally don't do so. not saying that guys are selfish, but they wouldn't think that changing for the other one would be a good way of expressing their love/feelings. most of the times, we struggle to keep things going, or rather some things have to be struggled to keep it on. becos the process of letting go is much too painful..but if one can let go without feeling the pain, then it was never a relationship before. saying to let go, it's of cos easy. but whether you can let go of your hand and your heart at the same time, that's another thing already..being blessed in a relationship is a good thing. esp if it can last. but heaven is fair. if he does not give you obstacles and problems to tackle now, then expect them to come in the later part of your life. the love life is never so smooth sailing, in fact, its one of hardest aspect to overcome, which most of us have to fail so many times before finding the right one. and the major problem is that usually, the one whom you like, doesn't like you, the one you don't like, falls for you. the one whom you think is your best friend, might just in turn be your lover, and the one whom you think might be your lover might just be a casual friend. heaven is just capable of twisting it around by the word of fate. Thursday, August 17, 2006
got much on-hands with the admin dept already. not as stressed as before when marcel and i took on the very first day. with all these work piling up, i wonder when will i ever have time to go and apply for my driving test. well, ppl will say time is for us to arrange de. maybe when i start classical, and have more time, it would be nice to apply for it. at least i have ample time to learn and go for lessons. (which provided i pass my test first. hahas.) but whether i pass le, can use the car to drive ppl around. hmm. that one...shall see ;)took afternoon flexi today. and just so coincidental, i got gastric...(yes, that's again...) was like couldn't get myself walking properly. i think marcel has seen it so many times that it no longer shocked her further. hahas. then called daddy to see if he can pick me up from school. and yes he did. luckily daddy was around in singapore this period, if not, i will never wonder how am i going to get home with that pain... coming to the end of week 4, which meant that another 2 weeks before i end this stopover. means that summary report time is also on the way le. yups, starting on it soon le. but i seriously enjoy the company of the peeps in my team. and we are off for dinner next week ya...cos its felicia and magdalene's last week with us...so sad...will miss u all...meet up often k...=) oh ya, did i forget to mention. celebrity stars were around just outside BSU office today...terence cao and lynn poh...so ppl take chance to take photos with them...before our teacher-in-charge comes around and chases us back. hahas. lols. ytd's joint sharing session. alright i supposed so. emcee job that i did. not too satisfied with it, but well, its over le. no point grumbling over it. things would just get better. alright then. i guess that's it for so much. time to rest and peeps. take care ya. nights. Tuesday, August 15, 2006
just a random entry. perhaps this is all just heaven's will. some things are just more than words can say. did we just meet each other at the cross junction? or did we in turn miss each other at the pathway? some friends struggle to keep things going, some are blissfully in love, to see different situations as a view of a outsider. how clear was i? i wonder. ~ would you be painfully in love, or let go to seek for happiness? Monday, August 14, 2006
went to school after a long weekend and of cos a good rest at home...but my knees though much better than friday's but it's worse than before. but it was not this that matters to me today...the worry is that early in the morning, it was hard to tackle both depts at the same time...especially the admin dept. many things to learn and know...but well, in the afternoon, it was much much better. and i still have to work on the script tml for wed's joint sharing session, and the session...formal wear... then still have lots of things to settle for humanlink tml. then went on the phone with stef this afternoon. dunno how long never talk to her le...ever since...dunno when. hahas. chatted lots of things manz. need to catch up and update each other about our end of stuffs. =) ransacking thru my closet just now...my sis is now my fashion consultant everyday before i choose clothes to go to school. right, going to school now becomes a slight headache about what clothes to match and wear. not only clothes is impt, whatever footwear goes with it is definitely impt too. if not the whole image is ruined...;) alright. time for rest. take care. nights. Sunday, August 13, 2006
feeling much better after a long weekend rest...my knees, definitely much better condition as compared to friday's. did my things at the usual routine as usual. went shopping with mummy today..hahas. spent near to a hundred and twenty bucks...! on clothes and shoes only...that's like...ok...i'm not doing it often...so it should be fine i supposed? supposed to meet up with stef one of the days after i shifted back to classical, my birthday present is still with her...;) this period of time, has been missing the times to meet up with her though. miss her lots too...and i miss my tradewinds grp too...=) but hasn't have time to meet up yet. perhaps take a half day off or something to unwind a little? that's if anyone happens to read this entry...hahas. well, spent some time thinking about certain things...i don't know if the both of us are avoiding this issue at this moment..all along i thought i wasn't too mindful of what he is doing...becos i know i am not so into it yet...but it seems that...and still my options are kept open, can't say that i am indecisive. well, one bad experience can push away many good ones...but the prob is that, i'll never know if this ever turns out as one...as much as i am living my singlehood perfectly fine on the surface, to be frank, i am still weak at heart. after all, being strong for one incident is tiring, to be strong for another, just to show that i am still taking it fine...perhaps all i wish to hear was just that answer...but breaking through the boundary, it might give me the answer that might be just...oh well, waiting is just a process in reaching a destination. but it takes two to clap. i wonder if this patience pays off. alright, school's on tml. no longer on mc le. so... perhaps its time to turn in le ba...hopefully it was a good weekend for all. take care. nights! Friday, August 11, 2006
well, i am blogging now with my condition at the weakest. currently should be in bed...but well, guess that i still couldn't get to bed without having to blog it out tonight. well, didn't go to school today. got an MC. or rather it was all due to my knees. they acted up this morning...nearly couldn't get out of bed. wanted to go and visit the polyclinic but well, mummy thinks that no point already, so i was rushed to NUH's A & E dept by my grandfather becos mummy was working...reached there around 945, waited for an hour before i was seen by the doctor...then went in to see the doctor, guess what, the doctor wanted to give me a jab...knowing that i was afraid of pain, i rejected it and went on for the medication...but the medication was drowsy enough to make me feel sleepy till now...so the dosage was indeed heavy...but i think this time round, i might have injure my ligament also le ba.reached back at home, fell asleep till 7 this evening...but before that, i did submit my statement of absence before i forget...and right now...i am feeling sleepy still. and then no appetite today. practically i think i skipped lunch and dinner le ba...nearly vomitted just now. but nothing came out becos i didn't eat anything...;) feeling very uncomfortable now...seems like it that i am getting sick at the same time soon...pray hard that i don't. pls. even tuition tml has been changed to sunday until mummy is able to send me over...the pain is not so bad le. but still not advisable to walk too much or jump ard...hahas. though i usually have the tendancy to. and yes i will rest well de...as for medication, its only to be taken when necessary...so don't rush me to take medication k...u know who u are...lols. =) alright. perhaps its time to rest le...cos i m really getting sleepy le. take care peeps. nights! i don't like the feeling of seeing the doctor alone...i don't like to spend time waiting to see the doctor all by myself. that moment of waiting is scary, especially in places like the hospital... the sense of accompany is just so important at that time, and yet, no one was around to be there. well, can't blame ar. mummy is working, daddy is not back in singapore yet, sibilings can't bring me go, can't expect him to help also, since we are not of any reason to do so, though i know he cares, well, he really do. but we are still waiting for the right moment? but well, current status is fine still. as good frens. Thursday, August 10, 2006
well, been a hectic day today...firstly there's been a restructure in BSU, or rather within humanlink and TPRD, cos we are under the same teacher in charge. well, we tripled our workload becos of shortage of manpower at the same time...yisong and karen will not be with us le...so we have to work extra hard for these last 3 weeks...but nevertheless, lucky i am paired up with my usual partner...marcel...so no worries in terms of chemistry...if given me shaun...in terms of working partner chemistry...no problem also ar...hahas. =) then of cos tripled not only including humanlink additional workload, but also the admin dept. so up next would be the joint sharing session. shall see about it... and finally met fennie today...still the same her, no change in terms of size...hahas. and managed to pay the money back to her le...;) then took a half day flexi to accompany sis to marina k-box. since she has been asking for it so many times that i went with my friends without asking her along, or her friends are not there to go with her...then school holiday today, so check out time was at 1730. but funny enough, i felt that it was sufficient for today le. but the room that was given to us today...dun wish to elaborate further. then for yesterday...hmmz. went to pray grandfather early in the morning...thought it was a day for rest. but well, i did have rest but not much though. then cousins came over and then ya. they play with my bro...what else. and national day parade, did caught it...fireworks was not too bad...though i am not a person who is really fascinated by it...and heard from magdalene that someone propose during the parade...well, kinda romantic. but i prefer christmas eve, the atmosphere is nicer. hahas. lols. ;) oh well, bascially things that should be going on are going on fine, perhaps just a little less time spent on it, that's all. but i think by next week or so, things should get better? =) and that my knees are currently not in their good condition. need to take extra care of them. gastric...alright la. pretty often these few weeks. so was avoiding milk stuffs at all cost...so must take good care le... alright, it's time for rest maybe? will surf the net a while more...rest well peeps. nights! p.s. hopefully kim yuen like her present...hahas. if not suitable, must tell me about it k. i will do the necessary adjustments. Monday, August 07, 2006
well, it wasn't too good a day to start off my third week though. thought that my knees were improving for the better during last weekend, only to feel the pain when i wake up this morning...and it was in great pain...nearly couldn't walk for long...then nvm, went to school for not long before i got gastric and it lasted till after lunch alright...it was bad...real bad...cos i was in cold sweat manz...hasn't went into such situation for a long time le...took my medication but the effect was real slow...and then marcel have to call him la...it was like so embarrassing lors...imagine you are already weak then still have to sound so bad in front of ppl...kinda hard to believe that i was in that situation this afternoon...? but well, marcel was just concerned...not forgetting shaun too...lols. tks so much anw... =) and i think that's perhaps it's time i should visit my doctor for another check...? becos the medication is already 8 months old...time to have new medication at home...if not the old ones wouldn't have effects le...and it was flyers distribution today...met so many friends that i know de...kinda embarrassing to pass the flyers around too...but well, there's another round tml. but it seems like its taking effect cos there were calls coming in more than usual enquiring for part time jobs...so it seems like our hard work paid off somehow...;) but we had fun in the room though it was a short while before real work begins...we played "zhong ji mi ma" hahas. then the one who gets it, will select "truth or dare"...and it was ultra funny when someone has to perform a dare...but well, it's part of the team bonding...we included our DBI students too!! well, planning to take flexi this week...since i hasn't been taking any since the campus concert the previous round...hahas. yups. so it's time for bed? since i was sick today...or rather weak...since i was down with gastric and my knees are not in a good condition again...ppl take lots of care alright...nights! p.s. tks for picking up the call even though it was an unknown number...which i think it has shocked you somehow or rather? hahas. but still u took it up despite ur busy schedule this week...just tell me anytime if i was disturbing you alright? cos the feeling to be disturbed is pretty irritating at times...;) Sunday, August 06, 2006
seriously my life this weekend is not good at all...nope...not at all! can't survive without mummy around in the house to help us with stuffs...and moreover, i don't like my grandma to nag at me...so that's partially the cause of it too. she was finally home ard 11 plus just now...looks quite shacked off...but at least she still gets us stuffs...*hugs* and the worst thing is that there would be more of such trips!! meaning? meaning that she will leave us at home even more often...ohwells, then i think i am even more determined to get my license...that's provided i can pass it off well...will register online sometime near...=) if not i wouldn't be able to complete le...just a short entry for tonight...its another week at work tml. hopefully everything goes well for me ba...and so fast, it's the third week le...another 3 weeks before i end off this stopover...but bonding with members has been fine and nice...;) alright then, sleep well peeps. nights! Saturday, August 05, 2006
hahas. forgot to post that tonight was the superband's grand finals...just watching that just now...well, wasn't too interested initially in superband, thinking that it wouldn't really work out as well as project superstar...but the final was good. and the band that i expected to win turn out to be the champs for this very first season...! mi lu bing! hahas. and they are entitled to a warner music contract...so will be awaiting for their album...!!=) initially worried that they wouldn't be able to win over SOUL...but guess their popularity was high...;) presently listening to 183 club's latest song...but it seems like their songs...only a few of them caught my attention...so still pending to get their album...hahas. but their first hit is a nice one...soothing love song...alright. so much for the idolizing...went for tuition as usual this morning but i was down with a bad blocked nose...was using tissues like...hahas. ya if one could imagine...;) it didn't stop until i reached home and pop a tablet in. but was feeling slightly drowsy after that...hahas. and seriously the life without mummy around even if it's just for 2 days...i am really not used to it...but well, as long as mummy gets to enjoy herself this weekend with her company then its alright. still can handle le..and anw, she will be back by tml evening...hahas. but without her around, it makes me more determined to go and get a driving license...cos she didn't drive her car up, and then i wanna to get out...tired to take public transport...but i can't drive...if not i would drive the car out le ba...the most pay her the petrol fees...lols. >.< just side track a little, being a confidante for anyone, should a confidante be someone who stays quiet and to know what you are feeling or should he/she be able to give you their thinking..? actually what makes a good confidante? someone who is able to know what you are going to say before you speaks? or is it someone who is able to stay with you in any point of time when you needed him/her? well, so much of blogging le..for peeps who supported the superband, it was a tiring night...so rest well..as for others who didn't, take a good rest too. its another rest day for me tml. take care ya. nights! Friday, August 04, 2006
end of second week at BSU humanlink. attended the sharing session presented by other teams which is inclusive of humanlink too. just presented it the formal way, and kinda felt uneasy about it. maybe becos too much fun at csc's presentations with tradewinds le...hahas. and i was feeling nervous la...for whatever reason it was.went to school with a very terrible blocked nose, and it affects my voice...so worried that it will affect my presentation later in the afternoon...on top of that, my knees' condition are as usual. no improvement. nearly on the verge of taking an MC today...but at least when my blocked nose is cleared, then it didn't hinder the presentation...=) hahas. and imagine humanlink members have to bond by msn instead of mouth...then adding on shiyong, shaun and siti...can u ever imagine how many participants in a conversation? hahas. highest record: 9...hahas. well, of cos no official business in the conversation...but what's inside? secret. hahas. oh ya, changed my blogskin again. well, was kinda slacking in school today ar...so decide to change it...well, at least the colour is better than the previous one. in the month of august le, any good movies? hmm...was thinking of arranging something...haha. it's a secret. when its meant to be a surprise? or rather would the opposite happen if someone plans a surprise? maybe i think too much le...=) but sometimes i would have the tendancy to think more than what is in reality.but well, when nothing happens, it all comes back to square one... alright. time for bed. tuition tml. need to concentrate. and seriously more ppl are falling sick le. so ppl drink more water and take good care ya. have a good weekend. nights! Wednesday, August 02, 2006
don't know what's wrong with me these few days in terms of physically. well, thought that condition of my knees has been improving till recently...still thought that the delay in my appt for another 4 days would be fine...but it seems like... only thing to note that is my knees are perfectly NOT in the right condition. and that they are getting from bad to worse. (or rather they are temperamental at times.) it was ultra painful today. hurts like...can't describe. but it's not as bad as the previous time when i can't stand up yet for a few moments...so still in control i suppose? and yet my doctor's appt is delayed...wanna switch hospital but my case is already with NUH...so...forget it. have more things to do tml. nothing much happen today. just the routine stuffs at humanlink, only thing different was the interview skills workshop we had today...kinda beneficial to us...alright then, will blog when possible and hopes that my condition improves =), meanwhile, time for bed when my knees are hurting again...-haiz take care ppl. weather has turned cold these days...rmb to take good care...nights. Tuesday, August 01, 2006
heys, just changed my blogskin again. was browsing through and saw this one, so thought that it was quite a nice one...so just change it out from the previous one...first day of the month of august...pretty busy today...don't wish to elaborate much also...and nearly forgotten, haven't contact fennie to pay her money...;) but well, i was at my weakest today...well, monthly issues...=) plus my knees...most likely mummy wouldn't be able to take leave, so guess i would have to go there on my own...which all along i have disliked going hospitals myself...not even to my dental appts in the past...unless i really have no choice...don't ask me why. i don't know too.been feeling pretty tired these few days too..i wonder whether is it becos of the work in school or the matters up in my mind...there are not many matters, but some are heavy enough to crash it hard on one...i know i shouldn't be thinking about it, but its a normal reaction to do so, isn't it...? such things are not so easy to be done upon saying...just like sometimes some things said are not what one thinks. present situation is perfectly fine. shouldn't be worrying about anything or rather, nothing to worry about... alright i think that's about it for tonight. feeling sleepy le...time for bed. take care and nights ppl. |
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