Let me hear you call my name.
Jacinta.July 1988 just the way you are. simplistic yet loving. More than words.
I know you love me, too.
*year-end trip with sweets!*graduation trip? *sleepovers! *wedding planner classes! *early childhood classes? *longchamp/kate spate bag *watch *a pair of new sunglasses You were here too?
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Wednesday, November 29, 2006
before i mention any matters.I AM REALLY FEELING PISSED OFF. can those people whom i DIDN'T inform my password to, respect that little bit of my privacy? if you think u can just read it by breaking the password thru some methods. then use your brain, if in the first place i want u to read, then i would have put it public. why should i put a password to it? so please. know what u should be doing. going to have 2 icas tml at one go. one at 11 and one at 1. finished studying jap le. currently on HRM. a bit delay in studying due to shows. project superstar and a game about love. oh ya. there was this guy who approached me for number today. but guess as much it was a dare, his fren was smiling at the corner when he was asking. can't be bothered le. i usually don't give numbers to strangers. (: (just like i dun give my password to ppl whom i think i shouldn't) but lucky ame was there to help me a bit though. hahas. been reaching home pretty early these days. becos of tests, we are stopping our marketing proj progress for the time being. but u will see, from tml to fri to even weekends. we are gonna to speed things up. at that time, i will so so busy. i m praying so hard for the icas to be over tml. then i can enjoy project superstar tml (daren!) and of cos my show... lessons gonna end late tml. hopefully mummy will be able to pick me up. alright. getting back to my notes now. take care ppl. nights. p.s 1 i m still feeling grouchy about it. hmph. p.s 2 i don't mean to be that harsh, but i am really angry about it. apologies for the harshness. Monday, November 27, 2006
alright. it has been some time since i last blog.was pretty busy over the weekend though. right now...it's like 5 projects on hand with datelines till end of the sem. on top of that, the icas. especially for jap. and guess what, i am having HRM and Jap ica together on thurs! then after that, we have to rush the marketing project... not only that, certain burdens are stressing our grp... well, it's hard for outsiders to understand if you are not in our grp. coping with such a problem without solution...it's just fated. oh ya. blog has been encoded with password. all tks to sino. this is to prevent some uninvited ppl to read. especially those who saw my friendster account already. (anw, i removed my blog link from that already.(:) despite blogs are to showcase personal life somehow or another. so if you are reading this paragraph now, then you are lucky. becos you are given permission to! hahas. anyway, password is given to some friends whom i know can be trusted. it's into the mid-term of the semester. can say that i have been coping stress much better than in week 1. but also becos of stress, temper has been on the line. i tend to flare up easier than before. so hopefully, i will ease the temper down soon. not only that, i have been getting sick (flu) more often as compared in TEP. then been catching up with stef these few times since she regained her singlehood. her life is much more happier than ever. as usual, we have our secrets...hahas. and she is bugging me for the trip down to Scotts for her beef noodles!! yes, i want to go over there too...but my weekends are always packed. (but surprisingly..i managed to get 2 tops and 1 pair of shoes last weekend) alright. i think that's it for now. i shall get back to my notes for ica. take care peeps. gdnight. ` no one is born to owe someone anything, it's fate to owe someone their destiny. Wednesday, November 22, 2006
this whole week or rather, it's gonna to be for weeks...it's projects, projects and still projects... currently working on 3 which datelines are before the term breaks.. seriously it's stressed though, especially that now is the ica period too... it would be a wonder if things really get on fine during these few weeks. plus tutorials are piling up...my jap...which is like...ya. i practically miss outings!!! but projects are making me backing them out...): like i am supposed to meet sher for lunch... sorry babe, u have to wait till i have more time alright? tks.(: ii'll make time for u...definitely. as for stef, yes i got one slot for u during the hols. hahas. as for others. u have to be in the queue though...lols. oh ya, did i mention that this grp of mine is just hilarious...? they are like ______. >.< yes, we know what they meant. individually. hahas. it's just fun with them around. (: and it might just sound a bit over-aged for me. but open season...yes the movie..is opening in cinemas soon!! i wanna to catch it!! anyone in favour? (: but are my projects allowing me to have that little time to spare? i think that's for all at the moment. it's time to get back to work. alright, take care peeps. good-nights. ` the one who lingers around the past will never be able to have a brand new beginning...because the past is an obstruction. Sunday, November 19, 2006
alright, it was a busy weekend once more.one huge headache is the business finance ica tml. i think it has made headaches for everyone. and i guess everyone is still studying on it... ignoring the tutorials for the moment i suppose? oh wells, despite busy study... i still have time to talk to stef alright... though she has her projectssss to do...hahas. and we have certain things planned in mind though... it's between us...(: had a talk with mummy while we were out just now.. well, it's normal to have daughter-mummy talks... we were talking when we touched on this topic of physical attributes.. then she was saying that the more we expect certain attributes to be attained, the harder it's able to be accomplished... but as girls, what do we actually bother? qualifications? background? looks? height? financial status? to be frank, i do bother most of the aspects i mention above. in the past. but as time passes, i dunno whether is it becos ppl's thinking change... or is it becos we learn to accept and believe that when we fall in love, we will overcome any other smaller aspects which it wouldn't affect... but now i know. my aspect of thinking has changed. it did. alright. that's all about it for the moment. need to get back to notes for ica. ` one can choose not to believe to what is heard, but one can't deny what is seen. Friday, November 17, 2006
 alright. might be wondering...? p.s. i am gonna to miss my course again this year...it's organised during the period when i haven't start my holidays...well. i can only wait for next year and see how...missing it for the third year... Wednesday, November 15, 2006
alright. just a short post.firstly, studying for bus. law is really getting me into headaches.. but nevertheless, must study what... it's 20% of the overall assessment for this module...!! but i m still feeling so so tired... the ICT presentation for proj 1 is over... shouldn't have done too badly though...hmm.. then well. read the papers. congrats renfu...!!going to be a daddy le.. wonder how will his baby girl look like? should be cute and adorable i suppose?(: and his baby girl is supposedly due on the 19th which is this sun!! so making her a scorpio baby!!! ok. getting back to notes.. but turning in soon. my eyelids are closing le... take care peeps. nights. ` there aren't many moments for one to regret on, spend that time on other moments which are more worthwhile than the previous ones... Monday, November 13, 2006
alright, it's the 5th week already.but i am still so tired!!! yes i am complaining that i am not having enough sleep.. finally when we finish one project, another 2 comes along. just got this feeling that if this continues, i will recover from one small illness and get another. i practically missed the times when:- - sitting down chatting with marcel... - getting out with my dar-lings... - having lunch outs with them...spend time chatting.. - outings with _____. (: and i am so much hoping for times like:- - getting out with stef. - gathering with old friends like enting, fiona. - have time to do what i feel like doing. also, to apologise for not having time to cater to:- - yijun. (yes i know i owe u an outing...) - sing yong. (i know u are always ard.) sometimes, i just wish that i have that little time to spare to even just sit down to take a breeze view of a sunrise. but i can't afford that time now. not only feeling the stress from studies, i am so tired...70% of my world seems to revolve ard studies right now, becos i can't afford to relax...seriously if anyone is gonna to give a surprise, even if it's a small one. i think i will be that touched. serious. [as long as u know what can surprise me.(:] alright. need to get back to the tutorials and notes le. take care peeps good-nights. ` sometimes a significant action might not be obvious to others, but if it meant to be sincere, it will touch the hearts eventually... Friday, November 10, 2006
well...it's the end of the week again.and i pronounced that i am REALLY feeling tired this week. couldn't really open my eyes for lectures and tutorials today. nevertheless, something funny happened at e-plaza today!! well, only jh and ame knows what am i talking about... despite having fun, projects were on time for completion still. =) and meeting nurul, juli, siying, pris at e-plaza was real nice i must say!! somehow or rather, seeing them just brings a smile along...(: while listing out the things to do for this weekend, i had my eyes open wide after i completed the list... all the tutorials. then editing of project. notes for ica. and the list goes on... i really wonder if i could complete almost all that this weekend? despite me not getting out? never mind, despite me feeling so tired. i am still in the mood to watch shows. or rather i am catching one right now. ppl close to me will know which show am i talking about.lols. and even my mummy who talks to me over the phone, can feel my tiredness. guess that i am really that tired. i should be heading for some exercises this weekend too. oh dear, this weekend is totally packed. yups. to manage time.. to set datelines... especially when projects are coming in next week. the thought of it is just terrible. it's only 4th week of semester 2. alright, i guess that's enough. i want to zZzZz le... take care ppl. nights. ` no one is worth as your priority when one hasn't even recognised you as an option. you will just be doing a disadvantage to yourself...why take such risks? Wednesday, November 08, 2006
days just passed as fast as a blink.tutorials still stacked up as usual. but at least projects are progressing. yes, they are being worked on. and everything is getting fine. except that the icas are approaching.. in the form of written tests though. perhaps there are additional worries, less happiness that's all. too many things happening at one go. truely can't digest them together too. piling up with school work, then still have to bother social and family life. can't really absorb them at one go. thinking that without emotional burdens would be better for this sem. least did i noticed about the social side too. having many close friends doesn't serve the purpose. having a few is already being fortunate. why bother if others are seeing you in another eye of theirs? alright. getting back to tutorials. take care peeps. nights. p.s. my knee injury acted up again two nights ago. nearly couldn't attend school ytd. but bear with the pain to get to bed if not, then insufficient hours of sleep le...and i think i injured one of the muscle at the back...feeling the pain now... ` one will never feel what's the real experience of certain matters until they are the ones facing the same situation...why is this so? Monday, November 06, 2006
before any updates. the first semester results are out.yups. the tep and classical results are out. and well, frens ard are quite affected. especially in the aspect of gpa. anyway, just work harder for this semester. tests and reports' submissions are taking their queues to arrive. indeed, one report submission and one test tml. yes TML. u read it right. and its only week 4. and yes ict proj is hard too. hard to imagine that the dateline is just one week later. so glad that the NE project is on its way to the finishing line. just can't help not to feel tired at all. when work is piling up and that i just recovered from my flu. and my knee is acting up once in a while. too long a time has not visited the gym... though i promised my physiotherapist that i will do so. alright i need to get back to notes. take care peeps. nights. ` it's never too late to know that you are far behind, rather than you missed it without having the courage to admit it... Friday, November 03, 2006
  well. it's been a busy busy day today... had the tutorials and lectures in the morning with my runny nose on... and it didn't stop upon me reaching home... not even till now when i m typing my blog at this moment... anw. we set off to kranji war memorial for the NE project. and it was known to be quiet... but to our surprise, there were people there!! in fact, there were groups of people... i think they were on some treasure hunt or amazing race stuff.. so we have people to help us take at least a group photo... then we went on looking around since we are there already. it was supposed to be a quiet place for people to feel down or something. and guessed what? we took a total of 174 photos!!! don't ask me how we did it. we managed to. and its all at the kranji war memorial. alright so much for that, we moved off to causeway pt after sending ziana. cause we hasn't taken lunch yet!! and it was 4 plus that time le... high tea is the more suitable word...hahas we had pizza hut... then after that, imagine wors. 4 of us bought the same stuff. we know it can le...right peeps? hahas.=) just had a great day with my group peeps... big thanks to lilian, ame, jia huey and ziana... to ame, lilian, jia huey...we have another food trip coming along...hahas oh ya, did i mention that whenever i see shaun, i will bound to let him hit me de...hahas. never mind...i will bear with it...;) alright, i need to get back to my work le. plus take care of my health too. ` sometimes we tend to take things too much for granted, only till when we know what is regret then we realised that everything is too late...just like it doesn't matter if a group of friends leave you, as long as in turn, u have a few good friends around... Thursday, November 02, 2006
it was ultra bad day for me today...had flu since the time i started school till the time it ended. all my group mates thinks that i m turned off for all lessons today le. hahas. managed to stop the flu only after i took the medicine at 9 plus. my flu is making me feeling giddy and a bit blanked out... then funny things happened along the way also. imagine people do mistake me for their friend. maybe i really do look like their friend. then after that, when i m going home, there it is... i meet those survey ppl again. and they don't seem to have new ways to ask ppl to help them to do surveys. fancy using back the same old tricks. lols. yes i am starting to feel tired already. and my group is still going for NE trip tml. i wonder how are things going to turn out. then there are going to be 2 jap lessons next week. not really looking forward to it, but i am starting to enjoy the lessons.=) despite projects and tutorials are piling up, i still do have sufficient time to talk to my family peeps. to catch up with them, to let them know what's happening around. alright, the medication is taking effect le. shall update when time permits again. take care ppl. ` sometimes it's not what your heart thinks then it will be right, it might ever mislead you along the way when you start to think otherwise... Wednesday, November 01, 2006
workload is getting heavier but time is getting lesser each dayin fact, the days are passing faster than usual. it's the start of the november month already. can't helped it but to think that, end of the year is reaching soon. which meant that exams date might be nearer too. on the other hand, implying that many things have to be forgotten.. so that we are able to start on new things.. maybe i am still coping onto this hectic school life, it's hard to even have personal time on my own. a big relief is that my tuitions are currently over for the time being. so that my weekends can be used for school work and projects. should be real glad that i didn't have any emotional burdens at this moment. or rather, i should thank those who gave me space..=) of course sometimes at some moments, old injuries get inflicted, but they doesn't cause infection... so a smile can just gladly bring them away... at the same time, bonding the ties with frens in poly makes me.. drifting myself further away from my best friend. i don't know why. maybe both of us are too busy. it's impossible that we have no common topics. let's hope this is temporary. `friendships are like your interests, they might stay on for a while and leave your life forever, but some stays on for a lifetime like something that you own which becomes your best. |
Goodbye.
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