Let me hear you call my name.
Jacinta.July 1988 just the way you are. simplistic yet loving. More than words.
I know you love me, too.
*year-end trip with sweets!*graduation trip? *sleepovers! *wedding planner classes! *early childhood classes? *longchamp/kate spate bag *watch *a pair of new sunglasses You were here too?
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Sunday, December 31, 2006
heys. this is the last post for the year 2006.it's 31 December now. time for reviewing of past happenings. and also time for new year resolutions. alright. new year resolutions. 1. have a fulfilling academic year ahead. (since it's the last year) 2. to enjoy IPP. (: 3. to have people around me to stay happy always. 4. to love myself and my family much more... 5. to attain a certain amount in my bank acct. 6. (can't think further. will add on if i can more...) aside the new year resolutions. i am still mugging with my MM project. finally completed HRM already. but wouldn't be on MM for long. cos i am going for the countdown party at my aunt's place. will update soon. so peeps. meanwhile enjoy today ya! happy countdown!! (: Friday, December 29, 2006
alright. been out with enting, shwa juan and shi yin.we were off to westmall though... had a drink at coffee bean and a 2-hour chat with enting and shwa juan... shwa juan was like...hahas. got shoot by us la... she is not as quick-witted as previous le...(: then shi yin came over to join us shortly. nothing to do. wanna catch movie but no good timings. went arcade...but didnt stay for long... and there were boys that were so childish la.. purposely bump into us then apologised...-_-" but it was a nice gathering after all... wonder when is the next time we can meet again. :) 2006 is ending in 2 days' time. there will be routine countdowns, parties... then 2007 will arrive when the clock strikes 12. seems like a fairytale extract huh. it's gonna to be a new year. so its time to review this year's happenings and set next year's resolutions. guess resolutions wouldn't change much... just that hearing from frens who are in rlsp. sometimes it seems be a nice feeling to be in a rlsp. but at times, it brings problems and hassles too. but a good thing is that, frens ard are happy in their rlsp. talking bout that. sidetrack a little. was chatting with stef the other day. seems like 5 years gap is the soothing gap. like 25 and 30. does it sounds soothing? hahas. but when its 13 and 18, or 19 and 24... it sounds pretty out huh... that's just one of the small topic..hahas. projects are still piling up even though i seemed to hand most to lilian alr. alright, they are coming back to me soon. marcel shd be back in singapore in a few days time. so fast. it will be the 7th year for stef and mine friendship. time just passes. hols are gonna to be over soon. which means school is starting!! and soon its exams... alright i shall not complain further..lols. =) p.s i m in favour of getting open season vcd when its out. (if anyone caught the meaning.lols.) ` loneliness is a common mood that everyone experiences it differently. wonder why? Thursday, December 28, 2006
 christmas presie stef gave...  well. finally got into blogger at last. had a hard time getting in though. well, let me first blogged in about ytd. went out with stef at last. yes...hahas. first met along the way towards town. on the bus yes. and the first thing i notice was that she cut her hair!! but nvm she still looks good. then went pastamania for lunch. move on to walk away. as usual, we usually walk pretty fast in town. so after that we move off to marina square... went tcc for tea... like some tai-tai or something..hahas. sat down for an hour plus or so... it was nice... i only get to do such with stef...dunno why too...lols the next thing is. i dunno why she forgot to present her membership card for discount... hahas. when she flipped her wallet to get money...hahas. alright. that's for tea. then we move off for shopping. we were in Fox for the longest period of time. got 2 tops in the end when i wanted bottoms. stef got a jacket and pants. cos Fox was having discounts... ranging for 20% to 40%... and additional 15% for 3 pieces are above..hahas. so it was a nice shopping spree after all... but i was broke after that...not that broke.. cos i m getting out again tml. with enting, shwa juan, shi yin... hahas. busy woman. yes. lols. alright that's for all. moving off to watch PSS result show. will update soon. nights. Sunday, December 24, 2006
yups. it was a whole day out ytd. proceed on the Old Fort Factory first. (anyway it was just beside my home) had a nice view in there. some photos for u all to take a look...  Old Fort Factory.  Wedding gown in the old times.  A marriage certificate.  Miss the times of a call?  Toilet bowl of the old times.  Banana Money? =)  jazreel, jeremy, jacinta.  mummy and me. oh wells, then we proceed off for lunch. we had it at Jack's place though. it was really a good one...;) some photos to satisfy the cravings if needed. hahas.  Fresh Oysters!! but they are being snapped up already...(i had mine alr..)  Seafood Salad next!!  This was my order. Black Pepper Steak!! had chilli crab for dinner still. hahas. but didn't managed to capture it down.. too hungry le..9 pm then take dinner lehs. but it was good...thumbs up for that! then stayed up till near 2am to complete the editing for ICT. and now. i am on law. becos half of my day was spent at Vivocity... helping mummy to get chrsitmas gifts for my cousins. but time was not enough though. i guess i have to make another trip down another time to have a good look around. alright. shall stop here and get on with my law... just wish u all, merry christmas!! may u peeps get the desired presents u want!! p.s. on a note. i am supposed to msg marcel soon. she is still in indo. but she msged me her no. =) Friday, December 22, 2006
just a short post to update though.alright. just finished watching the results show an hour plus ago. yups, carrie and daren is in!! well, it's a pity that dawn isn't. but nevertheless, daren is in, that's fine. (: gonna to be a busy day tml. wonder if i still have time for projects. daddy is back in singapore tml. well, not for very long. but at least, its till after christmas. projects are still giving headaches here and there. i guess no one wants to try the experience of editing reports after reports. and guess that i can't push it to anyone else. (but afterall, my eng is that not good too, or rather i hasn't say that my eng was good) oh wells, this holiday doesn't seem to be one for me. it's just like a normal school term without having to attend school that's all. alright. have a good rest peeps. it's another day tml. nights. Tuesday, December 19, 2006
had a hard time accessing into blogspot just now..managed to do it only now. alright, despite the rainy weather and that it's not advisable to get out of hse.. i did. (luckily my knees didn't act up..) to have a dinner out with jinxian. (tks for the dinner!) (bombard-ing of qns...hahas.) although rainy weather, its pretty nice to stay home to slack. but it's still worth it for a friend whom u haven't seen in months? hahas. yups. becos we are both busy with academic aspect though. oh ya, try harder for your second time. inform me the results when time comes. [u know what am i referring to..(: ] well, shall see ya soon. =) then was msg-ing marcel too. cos she is leaving singapore for indo tml afternoon. she will be away for 2 weeks plus!! gonna to miss her lots!! but we will remain in contact...within these 2 weeks. >.< then i will be meeting enting up next fri... it has been a long time since i last met her up... miss her lots too...hahas. then as for stef...i must see her free days... cos i can almost make it almost any day within these 2 weeks..(: she is the hardest to settle out of all..opps! (hopefully she doesn't kill me after reading this! lols.) gonna to have dental appt tml. wonder how things are going to be like. 6 months since i last went for dental. hahas. my dentist wouldn't scream i suppose. =) at the same time, it's rather stressed out with the editing of projects.. pretty tired now though. its raining tonight again. cover your blanklet peeps! gdnights. Sunday, December 17, 2006
it's a rainy cold day today...how i wish i could stay at home to sleep thru out for the day... but sadly, it's not this case. went out in the morning to the market with mummy. then after that, it's hair trimming time...(looks a bit different now..) it was then followed by my cousin's birthday party. and yes. kids were running around when i m into talks with my aunts... we talk almost about anything though. the hot topic was on christmas... they were asking what do i need for christmas though...hee.. came back home, feeling tired though. without the removal of my make up and contact lens, i was into an 1-hour talk with mummy. this time round. not school. yups. love life. well, i hardly really talk to her in detail about this. but it was a good talk still. well, family communications are very impt in my life. so i wouldn't want to miss any seconds to have them sharing the moments with me. but still right now, friendships are still the most impt to me. i wanna to make sure that no matter what happens. i still have friends that i can rely on, believe in. to keep them stable and at safe level. i guess, that's the most crucial. yes. i am still bugged down by projects. and i m currently on business finance still. while other grp members have started working on others. till then. have a good rest since its the start of the 2 week break. goodnights peeps. Saturday, December 16, 2006
let this entry lands on marcel then. since i did once for stef before.. i knew this gal through fennie. if there wasn't fennie, i will never know someone by the name of marcel. we might slip each other pass if we hasn't meet thru TEP. i would just have missed u just by that second. this gal here. forever that forgiving. she always does things in the shoes of another person. she never knows that sometimes she's just at a disadvantage. always forever that cheerful. (i hasn't seen her frown before..) when she clearly wants to know u, she will know u inside out. there is no way one could hide any stuffs from her. at least, that is when this is applicable to me.. she held me up at my lowest point this year. she didn't lend me her shoulders to lie on, neither a sheet of tissue to wipe my tears away, all she did was to be there and gave me her words of advice. she knows that i am strong. but she know it clearly that i am not as strong as people thought. she knows that i would pick on her on purpose at times, but she still take them in all. without complains. but utimately i meant no harm. becos she is still the one that comes to mind eventually when things happens. i am not someone who gets very emotional that easily. but she managed to do something that made me mark her as impt in my life. despite negative situations happening one after another, i am so glad that she stood by me..(of cos tradewinds peeps too.) nevertheless of anything. she will never let me handle matters alone. for one simple reason, i hold the same place as how impt she is in mine. it's hard to explain the real importance. becos she knows that i would need her by a call or even by an expression. but i know she is someone who will stay by me. (at least when i still see her from my sight) she is too great a best friend to miss. really. tks gal. u have done more than what i have done for u for the past 8 months. our friendship will definitely go longer than expected. for the reason that, we both believe that it would. =) Friday, December 15, 2006
alright. this begins the 2 weeks hols.at the same time, projects torturing time...!! indeed it is. certain projects are just not so easy to complete. oh ya!! did i mention? i saw uncle graham this afternoon!! he is still the same old him!! well. we had a short chat and there he goes...back to the office. hahas. miss the times at TW when we are all in the same dept though. friends are going on hols as the hols starts. jh going to taiwan, marcel going to indo. it's a week for jh but its a month for marcel. god knows, i am gonna to miss her so much...!! she is like other than stef who knows me inside out...!! hahas. seems like we known each other for long right? let me count...hmmz... it's only 8 months! unbelievable huh? but we people just can't lose trust in fate and destiny.. and at the same time, chemistry within people. (it's ok. she knows what she owes me...hahas.) Thursday, December 14, 2006
meefinally. the ICAs are over for now..and it's into the 2 weeks holidays soon.. and almost for the individual icas, been good so far. hahas the biggest hurdle for these 9 weeks which is my jap oral. is over le..and my teacher is so nice...>.< and we are finally done with EFMA project. and now struggling with Business Finance. but all in all, everything is in right order. so hols will be the time for me to catch my sleep in... and also for outings... hahas. trying to steal time out in midst of projects doing. i am not lazing. it's just that i hasn't gone out with friends for 9 weeks le... then no time to work and earn money... (although there are job lobangs) girls mahs...need money for many things. then it's confirmed that there is a revival round next week.. i just finished watching the results show for this week. carrie, charlotte, mingyao, weijian will be joining dawn, shelia, daren, jeremy. there will only be one of each going into the semi-finals. hopefully dawn and daren are in. hahas. christmas is coming... anyone in favour of getting me presents? hahas.lols. alright. i need my rest le. although its the last day before hols start tml. hahas. take care ppl. nights. Monday, December 11, 2006
yes some of you might have noticed that i took my password thingy away.no point putting it at secured further. (which some of u might even have forgotten.) so must well just place it open and see how things go. it doesn't matter anymore in any case. cos it has always been my thoughts. till now, it has become a booklet of feelings that i have accumulated over the one and the half years. so many incidents have been recorded within. started initially with the intention to vent my frustrations. then as time goes, it becomes a habit somehow or rather to note of things that happened. happy. sad. major. minor. it has become part and parcel of my life. i count myself lucky since the time i learn how important friends are when u are outside. becos along the way, i hasn't suffered too major setbacks before. but when i hasn't fall badly, that doesn't mean i hasn't tried hardship yet. i have friends that treat me as close sisters... who we will always share our matters together. they know who they are. stef, marcel, enting. i have friends that dote on me so much... and they always have a way to make my day bright. some male friends, u think u might not be impt in my life.. but i can tell u...these 4 are. jianbin, sino, shaun, jinxian. becos you all are the ones who always managed to read thru my mind, to be able to click when we very first meet. to lend ur ears whenever i need them. and i am sure that i will be always there when they need me. =) but i hasn't been able to thank them. so for now, it's a big thanks! alright then. it's just an entry to inform about the password. as well as some words that i didn't say it before in previous entries. take lots of care. nights. Sunday, December 10, 2006
u will see that i have been blogging for the past few days..well, i worry that i would be too busy to do so... i have been wondering. what have i done seriously for the past 8 weeks? tutorials, ICAs, projects... it has been a routine cycle somehow. i simply lost the time getting out. at the very least, my weekdays are taken away. yes. TOTALLY. i lost the time to catch up with old friends, good friends and best friends. i can simply name a few now. stef, marcel, felicia, enting, fiona. and my dar-lings (ying, pris, yuen)!! and yups, jinxian too. (: i just have to glad that they are understanding enough (becos some of them are in the same situation too..) and i gradually sense that my body is no longer taking the staying up of nights so well as before. yups, though i have been having small illnesses and recovering again. it's no longer 100% concentration and attention anymore. i simply miss those times that i can share everything to stef even though we are in diff polys. in the end, we still managed to make each other understand what situation we are in. becos it's a kind of chemistry built up within the years we know each other. now i can openly say...i have lots of things to tell her!! but i lack the time. yes i simply lack of that. but who can give me that time? it's the same for marcel too. since we are of the same poly. and it's kind of a click when we meet for the first time. i really treasure her so much since the day we meet. but as much as me, she has her projects too. since we are of the same specialisation. so the time we squeezed out for short chats is cherished. i have to place in special thanks to mummy and sis. becos they have been accommodating for the past few weeks. despite the shopping trips they mentioned always, seeing me facing the work i have, they always say, "it's ok, we shall go another time." just like an event that she wanted to attend this weekend, she didn't go in the end becos i was held up for proj editing. sorry...and big thanks. muacks! yes i am feeling tired. very tired in fact. but counting down. i have to tell myself that it is going to be over soon. at the very least, the hols is coming (though there are lots of things to be done.) in less than 2 months, it would be the exams. then it would be over... alright. i am getting to bed. despite there are things to be done. i just have to know what's rest and what's work.haiz. i know it's lengthy but i worry there wouldn't be of such in the near future at least. nights. Saturday, December 09, 2006
ohwells. it's a relief since one more project is down.yes, u read it right. EFMA project is down. and now left with 5 projects with datelines all set. it has been much easier and faster in editing this time round. becos most of them are numbers!! which is gonna to be the same for finance too.. and yups, there's gonna to be a revival round for PSS. and yes there are only gonna to be 4 guys and 4 gals for this round. it would consist of those 4 elminated this week and those 4 of next week. which means that there is another chance for daren. >.< alright. meanwhile the fever stops here. lols. an additional note to marcel, continuing from the tagboard: indeed the feeling of falling in love is nice. saying is always easy to tell me that to fall in love again is a nice thing. but to experience it and then tell me that same sentence again... u might just want to consider twice before telling me...=) perhaps now it's no longer the worries of not taking the first step, it might just be due to the second step being hindered. (that's if you get my meaning) as much as u would wish that things get smooth. but many a times, things doesn't happen as what we think. that's the disappointing factor. on the note back for studies. i have 2 icas next week despite it's the last week before the hols. oral expressions for jap and ict quiz 2. have to start preparing my speech and then also study for ict. hols. another 2 packed weeks. but i am not gonna to sit back at home to do my school stuffs. i need time out with friends too...(: alright then. have a good weekend peeps. take lots of care ya. goodnights. Friday, December 08, 2006
it's exactly 12 midnight now...just the time the results show for PSS 2 ended. and this time round, it's not what i thought it would be. quite sudden shock from the results tonight. usual fav, daren..is out..and he is the last one to be eliminated tonight. he performed well tonight, that was what i told ame. i wonder why, but i will never know why. well, will be missing sight of him from the next com. since there isn't any revival round this time. (as quoted from the hosts) but the rounds are abit mixed up though. there should...i say should...be a revival round.. if u do have the PSS calendar, it's known as the "fifth quarter final" (that's rightfully say only...hopefully they do have.) but should see him around in certain shows though. *sadness* no cries yet. aside the sad mood for daren. projects is the next big headache here. despite datelines being set nicely in place. so lucky that i am single, (that was what i told lilian) becos all the editing of the projects are done during weekends!! 6 projects to be completed in the next one month? i want to be back on TEP. life is much carefree during that period. no stress. lots of fun. being the last month, there are lots of things to think back. to think what wrongs and rights we have done in the year. certain flashbacks are very painful to bear, when, certain ones are treasured but there might be no chance to continue this journey. the feeling of falling in love should be pretty nice though. but the feeling of waiting for the answer to be found is a torture. alright. time for bed even though there is saddness. it's 8am class tml. rest well peeps. the tendancy for peeps to get sick is high. goodnights. Tuesday, December 05, 2006
alright, things to clear a bit...i know it's been easy in cracking the password even if its been forgotten. but i hasn't find a better way though. i just don't wish to have anyone getting thru to my blog that easy as before. i rather add that 'additional' step for u to go find out. yes i know . it's rather redundant to do so. but...forget it. it's hard for u all to understand. will anyone be able to? been really headaches with projects. especially those with numbers. i really don't know what am i stressed out for. yes, i am a perfectionist in doing my work, becos i want it that way. and it got checked again. i am used to doing the things i want to. becos i am given the freedom of it since young. nevertheless, it's just venting out of words since mood is down. and becos of projects and tutorials, despite knowing the facts clearly that staying up till late nights is very hurting for my medical conditions, i have to. though i have been reminded by the doctor so many times. i just have to be glad that both migraine and gastric conditions are still in control with the help of medication. close friends and family has been showing concern esp mummy...becos she has been spotting me staying up late into the nights. i appreciate them. i really do. just that... sometimes 24 hours isn't enough. alright i think that's enough of venting. don't mean to vent it this way...but... it's just a breathe that i failed to get it out from my chest. anw, it's time to get to bed. take care ppl. goodnights. Sunday, December 03, 2006
well, well, well...i finally finished the editing for the marketing proj! it lasted from ytd 11pm to 2am, then this morning from 1130am to 330pm. a total of 7 hours...i wonder how did i survive through also. and it was bad ytd. i was suffering from migraine after not having it for so long. perhaps i had too much stress on myself in completion for this proj. definitely there were problems encountered within. (lilian knows..) i even had to miss the family event this afternoon just to finish up this proj. so i m alone at home now...poor me... but anyway, there are more to come along... there are 5 more projects still!!! *praying so hard that it wouldn't be that bad* but complaining that. i still went out a while ytd with my family. i can't possible take away time spent with my family de. but halfway through..guess who i met...? joycelyn!!! she bumped into me purposely... i tot who was it manz...hahas. but its still good to catch up with her... she is my best senior...!! alright. despite finishing the proj editing. i still have tutorials to complete. take lots of care. cos i am falling sick le. drink lots of water. >.< Friday, December 01, 2006
it's friday again!!the only thing that is different as per other entries is that... it is the month of december already!! last month of the year... which means that the last festive season is around the corner...!! despite the stress coming from various projects, i still feel the festive atmosphere here and there... but i think a white christmas would be nice? stayed back in school to complete our marketing project... everyone was really stressed, including me too... but it was a sense of achievement when out proj manager aka lilian, told us that we were 3/4 done... felt that sitting down in front of the com for 3 hours was worth it. of cos this is not the last project...but i think... it will go well for other projects too...(: maybe it's due to the atmosphere of christmas or something. i suddenly felt that i should be showered a bit of love? >_< perhaps its really influential since this festive is around.. i just couldn't find out if i was still... i don't know if i have to cast it aside becos studies are more impt, or just leave it to fate to the time i graduate? flashbacks were pages of memories to be taken of. whatever it is, smart people will eventually guess this out. >.< (but remember...christmas presents!!) hahas! though its slightly early to say this... oh ya. i think i might just be on proj superstar fever once more.. daren is in...despite him being one of the lowest...:) yes. despite the busy schedule, i do take time off to relax. by watching shows and listening to music. although i tend to overwork myself all the times. hahas. yes. for the past 7 weeks, i haven't been able to have more than 6 hours of sleep each day. which is perhaps the main reason for falling sick so often. alright. i have to complete my part of my project now. it's weekends tml again. enjoy them and take care... goodnights. |
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