Let me hear you call my name.
Jacinta.July 1988 just the way you are. simplistic yet loving. More than words.
I know you love me, too.
*year-end trip with sweets!*graduation trip? *sleepovers! *wedding planner classes! *early childhood classes? *longchamp/kate spate bag *watch *a pair of new sunglasses You were here too?
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Monday, January 29, 2007
alright just a short note.it's the first day of my study week though. gonna to mug this week through. able to absorb quite a bit just today. did 2 modules. but not yet done with them.(: maybe it has been too long since i sat down just to study. so i get tired pretty easily today. but i guess it would be better tml. oh wells. waiting for exams to be over. waiting for the arrival of IPP. wonder which company am i posted to? alright. i guess that's it for this entry. take care ppl. goodnights. Thursday, January 25, 2007
done with my japanese.so it's another module down. nope. or rather it's 2 modules down. which is inclusive of ICT too. feeling pretty tire out even though i have been sleeping early. especially when classes ends late and you stay far from school. i guess jh knows it best too. oh ya talking about jh... received a call from her when i was on my way home. oh wells. i did have a minor shock of why my caller ID reflects jh..hahas. but that doesn't matter. what matters is what happens when she spoke her first sentence. guess what? she saw daren in person!! in jp. alright i might not be that idol crazy but... he is consider good-looking in my eyes at least... (hahas. jh knows my kind of criteria that she think i would look for...) oh wells. and what happens in our conversation.. we will keep it within ourselves...hahas. not only that, she saw lesheng too...(: it's just her luck today... gonna to have the last day of school before study week begins next week. gonna to mug my week thru with the 5 modules. yes, alone. i can't adjust myself to study groups. and it would be much better to study at home, since the environment is quiet enough. alright gonna to complete my efma revision set and get ready for bed. yes i am in need of sleep. when class is in the morning tml. so take care ppl. goodnights. (: Tuesday, January 23, 2007
just had a good talk with marcel this afternoon before marketing tutorial begins.was in depth into one category of issues. well, it didn't change my prospective of things. but it might have changed hers though. (: of so many things that happened every day in your life. do you remember every single thing? or do you wish to only remember those things that were once beautiful? as much we do, we cannot deny that painful and hurting moments overlaps the beautiful ones. and that tears would always naturally arrive before a smile does. do you believe that love would rekindle once again if you happen to meet someone you like before on the streets one day? or do you believe that with faith, your love for someone will be recognise eventually? i have learnt that there are no actual remedies for this category call love. because what we meant as remedies are just ways to make ourselves feel better. there are bound to be consequences for every decision. the thing that matters is how many people gets hurt by your decision. therefore, for every step taken. they are taken with care. however, sometimes, this is not so. whatever it is. been feeling tired these few days. seems to be turning in earlier these days. take care ppl. (: Monday, January 22, 2007
alright. here it goes.i was scheduled for an appt at NUH as mentioned in ytd's blog. so the appt was scheduled at 350pm. doctor only see me at 425pm. (yes, subsidised patients always have to wait) and for not more than 15 mins, i was out of the room. but within that 15 mins, things were hilarious. here it is... well, this wasn't the doctor that sees me 5 months ago. first thing that he sees me, he thought i was in my 20s. and i replied said no. i was not. so he saw my nric and calculated that i was 19 this year. and said that he was 8 years older than me. what i replied was, that's a big gap. then, he thought i was in university. and i said no again, and replied poly instead. so he asked which poly. so i said nyp. and he said that's far from where you are staying. and then he asked which diploma was i pursuing. business management i said. after all that, then he started on my medical condition. which he eventually discharge me. but i can get back to the hospital within one year if there are any hiccups. next, bump into fiona while going to school today. had a good chat on the way to school. catch up rather much though. we will catch up more further, fiona!! (: oh, HRM report. that's another surprise for this week. unexpected grading. but we are happy with it. at least. (: gonna to have jap rehearsal tml. ict e-quiz on wed. need to start reading up notes. alright then. take care ppl. goodnights. p.s. this is for jinxian, if he is reading. mr busy man, are u that busy? hasn't been catching up for sometime though. even if i am preparing for exams. there are time for short chats still. there are many ways for communciation, not just msn. (: Sunday, January 21, 2007
alright. i have to make do with my desktop for the time being.cos i don't have the time to make down to kallang to send my lappy for service. so decided to wait for daddy to be back before sending it down. so it would be at least one month without lappy. alright. as promised i was in the kitchen for 3 hours baking cookies. got hurt in the midst of it. a small scar though. painful. but hopefully it would swell down a few days later.(: since it's a weekend. had a mask on after facing the oven for so long. hahas. must be thinking. vain woman..hahas. but woman are born to be vain alright. lols. exams are in 2 weeks' time. somehow or rather, yes i am into the exam mood already. getting my notes all prepared..hahas as for other things. they are not affecting that much. but... humans are still emotional at times. learning to let go and at the same time, takes care of the painful patch. it's a task that needs lots of time. then i realise, the thought of letting go and the actual action taken to let go, they are both two different things. when they meant almost the same. being stranded in the middle, the decision is hard. i guess eventually even if i force myself to do so, i have to let things happen naturally. (: (i know that's the sentence) gonna to head down for doctor's appt tml afternoon. yups its time for another visit to the doctor's for my knee. still feeling the pain once a while. but it is definitely much better than the first time. it's gonna to be a long day. so much that i didn't want to go for appt. cos the period of waiting alone is... well, mummy is working. she doesn't have the time. ohwells. whatever it is, i still have to go. it's another week to begin tml. have a good week ahead. (: goodnights. Friday, January 19, 2007
heys peeps.just to inform that my lappy has crashed on me... although i have my desktop at home... but it is no longer that convenient to blog or even msn. so bear with it, while i have to turn my house upside down to search for the warranty card... hahas. then after that, send it for repair. cos i can't even see the screen properly... (i know that's bad...) but it is 2 years old already. ohwells. exams are in 2 weeks' time. would be busy preparing for my exams though. would blog soon when i have time alright. take care peeps!! oh ya...daren and diya are the respective champs... the double Ds... their singles will be out tml. (: it's priced at $7.90. heard their cd version on air this afternoon. both are good. yes, much better than their performance itself. will update soon. have a good weekend!! Wednesday, January 17, 2007
was rather a fulfilling day today...hahas.oh ya. something to feel bad about today. didn't meant to make cooper go rounds. apologies...!! aside that, school was rather short today. and there is law lecture tml.. seems to get used to not having lecture last week. gonna to miss my show tml. nvm. alr ask sis to help me record. hahas. was watching project superstar just now. was indeed touched by carrie's version of "chu mo" 听说南方从来不会有寂寞 听说在海边世界没有尽头 你哭覂告诉我你和他梦想的种种 我会是你雨天的湖泊 拥抱你的温柔 好想看你的笑容 对离开的他说 你心中那份美丽 怎么找都不会再有 轻轻触摸未来遥远的风 有一天你会找回你的梦 幸福是看得透 而不是舍不得他的所有 慢慢触摸天空暖暖的火 我在这天黑了也不会走 你的快乐除了他还有我 永远守候不要难过 听说冬天叶子熟了会脸红 听说在天空有迷人的星座 一起去探险吧 也许你会喜欢而感动 你沉默的时候 我知道你的心还很痛 真想看你的笑容 对你的他大声说 was pretty much in love with this song. cos it's meaningful... you should listen to her version. once youtube has it. eyes will just get teary. anw, it's another show tml night. (: it's another long day tml. turning in soon. take care peeps. goodnights. Monday, January 15, 2007
finally done with all the projects for this semester...!except for...my japanese role play. but at least it would be a good rest for the time being. as exams are in three weeks' time!! timetable is already out!! but guess what. i am sick already. was blowing my nose the whole day. nevertheless, had lunch out with ame and jh. then we went to j8 for lunch though. so went around after lunch... and we were rather high this afternoon. alright. only the 3 of us know what happens... hahas. -shh- ame is really lucky... but it's big thanks to ame and jh yeah...(: was blog-hopping around. (: some have relationships that people hope to have, which is through the hands of fate. some made a decision because time was a factor, which leaves them with no ground to think further. some had the choice to choose what they want, which they eventually made a mistake. some had the chance to show what they have, which they did not take the first step out. all in all, it was just to prove that different people, different fate. so no point comparing against any others. because each of us are distinctively different. (: finally i can turn in early without having to rush any projects. seems like there is something lacking here and there. but i can't be much bothered. cos' my flu medication is taking effect. so guess it's time for bed. so take care peeps. especially it's raining these days. goodnights. Saturday, January 13, 2007
just feel like getting abit random these days.choices are sometimes made due to circumstances. there is no right or wrong. it's just so happen that the one that you pined for doesn't appear. and yet the one you are not hoping for, turns up. a heart is not only tired from the process of waiting. it's even worse when it's tore in between. when no decisions can be made. is the distance being closed up after words? or rather it's being dragged further from words? certain things bound to stay for life. they are things that cannot be taken away even if something big happens. emotions wouldn't lie, but they will tell something you want to know. confessions might be hard, but they are meant to be known. confirmations are painful, but an answer will be eventually known. decisions is an assurance, but only one gets to stay. humans are just a unique kind. we often miss the ones who specially care. but take great notes on the one who sees us normally. yes this feeling is indeed painful. but isn't it like this? the one whom you least expected stands in front of you, while the one whom you expected stands the furthest. [as quoted from sher] this process is just like going for a movie. you can have choices before entering for a movie, because you can choose what you want to watch. but once a decision is made, there is only one. one can choose to throw away the ticket after purchase, if not, then stay till the movie ends. alright. i think that's enough. just let me have time to get emo a bit. (: getting back to business finance. goodnights. Friday, January 12, 2007
alright. let's put it this way.there are both happy and sad things happening this week. touch the sad things first. i didn't do well for my efma today. that's for sure. praying hard for a pass will be good enough. then msg marcel to share this burden with her. tks gal. i think i am falling sick soon. gonna to drink more water and have more rest. make sure i do not fall sick before exams. and that exams' timetable would be out on mon!! happy things. ict and marketing presentations are over!! left with the last one on monday. HRM. at the same time, projects results are out too. not too bad. or should i say. they are just fine. >.< feeling much more relaxed. maybe because the projects are getting over and done with. but can't deny that projects nearly drove everyone crazy. met joycelyn in school today. seemed to bump into her everyday. hahas. but doesn't matter. she is just lovely... should pick a time to get out with her though. (: alright let's go abit random. while on the train these 2 days. saw a MINDS boy ytd. brought lots of emotions to me. a disability of learning things much slower, but, he is much more innocent than the other kids around in the cabin. it's a unique kind of adorable in him. maybe that's because of what's in my life, i am able to relate better to him. was sitting beside this little girl today. just like any kid. she can't sit still. she sings, she moves around. then later on, fidget with my bag and hp pouch. which later on when i dropped an eye blink to her, she gave me a big smile. (: she even said bye to me before alighting. so many people that we meet everyday, but how many are actually just for one-time encounter? actually i don't know what's with me. pretty emotional these few days. maybe i was too tired. or maybe i had too many things in mind. but think about it, what are the things to get bothered with? when i don't have the most complicated category to settle for. or just, i was thinking too much into certain things. which i have took friends' advice not to think so much. and not to worry too. (: alright. i think it's time for bed. not been having enough sleeping hours for these few weeks. so people. take care and enjoy your weekend. goodnights. (: Monday, January 08, 2007
oh well. how many days have i not blogged?(usually it's a post in 2 days.) alright, it doesn't matter. still touching up bits and pieces of the last few projects left. once next week arrives, it's end for projects. but it also meant that exams are nearing. as much as i don't like the pressure of that, i don't have a choice. then after exams or during free slots. its time for meet up before i am down for IPP. -kbox with fiona and enting. -pepper lunch/sakae sushi with my grp. -meet up with sher to chat up. -arrange a lunch with marcel. (cos i still owe her one. just today.hahas.) -meet up with sino, cindy girl & viavia. alright. that's for it for the time being. alright. marcel is back in spore!! yes and the first thing she mentioned when she saw me...was my fringe!! is my fringe that obvious? hahas. anw, tks for the gifts ya. we sure have lots to catch up. although we caught up a little this afternoon. and yes gal, you got prettier after you were back from indo. (that's from my heart ok.) pretty many things happened this week alone. though they are minor stuffs. but well, things that doesn't get pass now, they will still go later. oh well. that's it for tonight. wish me luck for ICT and MM presentations tml...(: take care peeps. nights. Thursday, January 04, 2007
was pretty busy over projects since school started 2 days already.but once i got the hang of it then its ok. projects are going to be over, means that the exams are coming. which also means that year 2 is ending. year 3 is arriving when IPP starts. more to add on for resolutions. *to make more friends *to have more time for friends gathering *to be able to have more time to rest will add on if i can think of. oh ya. will be brushing up the skills of pasta. since i got a cookbook on it. hopefully skills would be better. also on baking now. pretty crazy over it though. forcing mummy to get me the things for it. alright i think that's for the moment going off to watch the results' show. take care ppl. nights. Monday, January 01, 2007
it's the new year. hoping for better things, better life. but it seems like it's not. projects seemed to be finished, but there are many hidden unknowns... all these unknowns..even planning doesn't help. just pray hard things will really take a turn & change for good. weather was pretty fine these few days though. there was a drizzle in the afternoon. saw a long rainbow clear from my place... it was really beautiful. should say it's first time catching this. on the first day of the new year. a new year begins. means there are many things to await for. and also many more things to be completed. been sleeping rather late these nights. 2 plus.. and yes, my knees aren't listening. guess i will be in some trouble when appt is up end of this month. >.< oh wells. that's updates till now. will blog in when more things are completed. take care ppl. happy new year!! `the feeling of true happiness is the smiling from the inside. |
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