Happiness is a daily decision. (:

Let me hear you call my name.
Jacinta.
July 1988

just the way you are. simplistic yet loving.

More than words.



I know you love me, too.
*year-end trip with sweets!
*graduation trip?
*new notebook
*sleepovers!
*wedding planner classes!
*early childhood classes?
*longchamp/kate spate bag
*watch
*crystal ear studs
*a pair of new sunglasses

You were here too?

Sunday, July 29, 2007
these few days are really hectic.
been sleeping late and waking up early.
managed to wake up later today cos it was sunday.
and mummy didn't raise her voice to wake me up, after knowing that i slept at 330am last night.
and a cup of ginseng drink was on the dining table when i woke up,
she made it before she left for facial.
tks mummy! that's nice of you.

my group managed to clear EBRW report within say 2 days?
yea that's efficient, but it took all of our sleeping hours away.
IB report is near completion,
hopefully we will make it in time.
tml will mark the week starting with 4 datelines to settle.
and the very first one begins tml, which is the EBRW.
just have to pray hard that things go smoothly. (:

alright, shall update soon if time permits.(:

there was never a question of doubt,
the girl knew it just with her heart.
should she just move forward bit by bit
or it was better to stay and wait?
the girl has yet to figure out,
for she has yet to overcome.
so she will fill you in again,
when her mind is then made up.

Thursday, July 26, 2007
indeed, it's a cold rainy night that makes people want to tuck under the blanket to have a good sleep.
but sad to say, i can't.
(as much as i wish.)
stayed back in school till 10pm just now.
only reached home at 11pm.
all of my family members were sound asleep.

projects are indeed stressful.
but a walk from the bus stop to my house just now was very refreshing and yet relaxing.
taking such walks occasionally is nice too.
cos the environment is serene and cooling especially when it's a rainy night.
i guess i am not going to stay up till too late tonight.
can't take it further anymore and it's morning class tml.

gonna to head to the swimming pool this saturday if weather is fine.
then i will take the chance to relax in the steambath after the swim.
what a nice way to relax...(:

alright, time to get back to projects now.
turning in soon.
goodnights.

Wednesday, July 25, 2007
well, mummy was asking why didn't i have any entry these days...
so mummy, read it here. i am updating a short entry. (:

went back to school for Middle East lecture.
turns out that ICA 3 is a home assignment.
been busy with IB project and CRM editing respectively these 2 days.
do not wish to elaborate on the editing aspect...
will be busy with EBRW report soon...
can't imagine how busy will i be this week...
and my group is heading back to school again this week on sunday!
just have to bear with it for another 3 weeks...
oh ya, did i mention that we are group 6 again for IB...hahas.
it is fated even though we voted it out. (:

heading to school early tml for project discussion.
but i need to complete that last part for crm and finish up my part for IB first.
so shall update soon! (:

` there is no reason of why such things happen.

Sunday, July 22, 2007
arrived school at 1030am this morning, and i only left the school at 840pm.
project discussion was rather successful today.
but i am feeling so tired now.
yes, while i'm typing this entry
especially with such a weather tonight, it's best to tug myself under the blanket for a good sleep
cos i need to be awake by 730am tml
need to be in school by 10am for HRM skit rehearsal
we just did some re-scheduling of the datelines
and yes, be glad for me, they are arranging in such a way that i still have time to edit the reports

grandma went over to godmum's place to stay for the week
so we have to rely on ourselves to cook for our meals
(which we are capable of)
i guess she needed people to talk to her at times.
well, my sibilings can't really communicate with her that well, due to the language barrier
(imagine teochew with some english and chinese...hahas)
and well, i wouldn't say that my dialect is good, but at the very least, i could communicate with her, which sadly, projects often leave me with no time to sit down and have a chat.
perhaps i should be slightly guilty of it though.
but ohwells...(:

alright i am feeling tired already.
shall turn in now.
shall update soon.
goodnights!

`an awkward incident, but impressions somehow remains.

Saturday, July 21, 2007
looks familiar to you?
well, if you have been a regular of my blog, then you would know it's baking time!!
but somehow or rather, the cookies seem to be either in pairs or threes...
it was my dearest's artwork...hahas.
(stef, better save this photo properly!!)
well, it was her first attempt and i must say it's a job well done!
but i have to admit that i woke up from my sleep upon receiving her sms this morning that she was coming over to bake cookies at my place...hahas.
ohwell, we will tackle brownies in the future...(:
not only that, she had wanted me to help print her nails.
and yes, she got it done today.
she chose the colour that she wanted, and she was just sitting comfortably on the sofa.
she simply treats it as her next house you see...lols.
but well, it has been such a long time since we last spent our gathering at each other's homes.
so i was having a great time...but hasn't been having heart to heart talks recently. shall have one soon.

you all might be wondering...
i should be busy with my projects, but how come...?
yes, i should be busy with them.
but guess what?
i am heading back to school on a sunday!
just to complete projects and stuffs...
so take it that i am lazing for just a day? (:
managed to only read up bit of IB's information for tml.

had a casual chat with marcel last night.
i don't know. perhaps it will hurt me, perhaps it might turn out otherwise.
i understand your words when you say "you'll never know it till you tried."
and you had my answer on that.
well, i guess i might. but definitely not now. (:

alright, i guess it's time for me to surf the net for a little while and head for bed soon.
since i have to wake up at 745 or 8am tml.
well, hopefully you people did have a good weekend. (:

Thursday, July 19, 2007
had IB ica yesterday, and yes it's over!
but cannot be too happy over it too,
cos it's CRM ica up next.
and it's not too long before i have to face it, and yes, it's just tml.
managed to finalise the contents of the skit for HRM yesterday as well.
will have the props ready with rehearsals this sunday in school. (:
well, i guess we have lots to discuss once the CRM ica is over tml.
cos it's time to read up on information on Poland, which is my group's selected country for IB ica 4.

yes i should be revising CRM at this moment.
but somehow i wonder if my body is resisting it cos half of my mood is not on CRM now.
well, should be glad that the amount of notes to study is not as bad as IB.
so i should have a sigh of relief, at least.

alright, it's time that i should place my attention on CRM now.
although the only thing i have in school tml is just this ica.
we managed to have the WHP lessons postponed till next week instead.
till then, shall update soon!

i don't know will happen or will it ever if anything goes well.
but i should be glad that i still have the next semester.
although i wish and i hope, but i dare not to place my hopes high for fear of failure.
but i know, anything with regards to this, there will always be a smile attached to it. (:

Wednesday, July 18, 2007
i know i should be revising for IB at this moment...
but anyway...
decided to blog a short entry instead while taking a 5 min break off those notes.
woke up an hour ago, took my breakfast and started flipping through the notes.
it's either i was too engrossed or what,
i didn't notice that it was raining heavily outside,
which makes it such a nice weather to sleep in further.
i have covered most of the IB topics till now, more of understanding rather than memorising them

and guess what?
perhaps i was too busy,
i forgot that daddy was supposed to arrive back in singapore yesterday to renew his visa!
it was until i received a call, and 'hey, that sounds like daddy to me...'
you see, even such important things slip off my mind...
he will be flying back tml's morning and be back again in august.


i am already on the lookout for part time jobs at the moment,
as well as for the clique though
but i guess there are some changes which i have to inform them to see if they want the new arrangements, since it's another 1 month or so to holidays.


school life is still packed with projects and ICAs schedules.
just that no one has the right mood to be in projects since there are two ICAs this week.
we will only be relieved once the last project has been presented which is for us, compensation.


alright, i should get back to IB now.
i'll be heading off to school later for the test.
wish me luck! (:


perhaps all i was looking for...
was that particular piece of jigsaw.

Monday, July 16, 2007
grandparents' birthday celebration was held at the clubhouse ytd.
cousins were playing chasing within the place.
it's my youngest cousin in the above picture, kevin.
can you imagine an age gap of 16 years?
but he is cute isn't it? (:
chubby cute little boy...
was totally tire out ytd night.
and wonder what's wrong with mummy that she left the keys in the house...
so we had to wait for a locksmith to open the door for us.

this week is very very hectic.
with IB and CRM ICAs on wednesday and friday respectively,
and the on-going of projects that will tire me even more.
the ICAs alone need lots of memorising, which might cause an information overload in anytime
then my IB lecture notes are filled with extra notes, abit messy though.
then i don't have too much time to re-listen to those recordings, so have to fast forward and grab the main points.

alright, something to add on,
due to the fact that we are slightly behind datelines,
my group has to head back to school this sunday to complete one of the projects.
so my beautiful sunday is gone and i am only left with the saturday to rest slightly before i read up the information.

alright, update till here.
shall update soon if time permits.
getting back to IB revision. (:

Sunday, July 15, 2007
it was a day out in school on a saturday to complete certain parts of the projects.
school was usually quiet in the SBM corridor.
a form of quietness that we will never be able to find it on normal school days.
managed to complete certain parts of the projects.
which we find it quite an achievement (even though we are taking slightly more time)
from 1130am to 7pm.
lilian nearly broke down when renxin reviewed the guidelines...
and all of us were trying to minimise the amount of work that she have to redo.
but luckily she have us to help.
so work was completed and now it's with me...(:
will be pretty busy with all the projects and ICAs...
especially the ICAs that are coming up this week...
International Business and Customer Relationship Management.
heavy weightage with overload of information to memorise.

will be busy tml too.
with projects and grandparents' birthday celebration in the night.
and school is starting at 9am on mon..all because we have a make-up class for hrm.

alright i need to work on my last part before i head to bed,
which mummy allowed me to sleep in further tml.
i am feeling so tired, really.
rushing projects isn't fun at all. trust me.

p.s thanks hwee hong for the belated greeting. much appreciated. (:

on a side note:
i didn't meant to interrupt your moods for your activities. i know this is gonna to affect u to a certain extent.
i am not feeling good on this either. but still. i am sorry.

Wednesday, July 11, 2007
went for dental review in the morning,
and guess what?
Dr Poon (my dentist), says that my alignment is still nice...!
and she have further tighten my retainers.
sent my retainers for washing up to make them look new again...
so waited for 15 mins...
after the review, it was time for...

a day out with my poly clique...!!
we had lunch at Yuki Yaki.
with everyone of us arriving later than the meeting time.
had lots of fun there.
ame and i with the beef,
jiahuey with her corn,
and lilian with her cheese hotdog.
and thanks so much for the story plot of giving me the presents...hahas.
and i simply love them!! (:


ohwell, was just randomly taking photo when i caught hold of ame and jiahuey doing their own things at the same time!! rare sight...(:


my cakes for yesterday's celebration.
didn't eat them yesterday night as it was too late already.
thanks for it!!


had donuts for dinner instead of rice,
it's so hard to resist such nice donuts...
or rather, who can resist?
the double chocolate was good, apple cinnamon was nice, strawberry white chocolate was sweet..
if you are someone who has a sweet tooth then you'll know that these donuts are from...

yes, we queued for 2.5 hours before we got those!!
i think i will only queue this once...
cos it's not so lucky that the queuing time would just be this always.
sometimes it's even longer...(:
well, maybe i'll consider to queue up again if i really want to have them once more..

alright, i need to continue on my tutorial needed for tml's class.
it's another school day tml.
and how i dread projects these days, but still...
i know, i have to do them, i can't choose.
till then, goodnights!

p.s thanks jinxian, alex, enting, zhiyong for the belated wishes that came in after 12 yesterday. they were much appreciated. (:


Tuesday, July 10, 2007
happy birthday to me!
alright, i have loads of people to thank tonight.
just have to go one by one...
firstly i have to thank my daddy (for remembering my birthday right), mummy, sister, brother, godmum, grandpa and aunt cherlene for their greetings.
then for friends...no matter whether it's through sms, msn or physically, here it goes... (in no order of preference)
stefanie dearest, david, julian, lilian, jia huey, amelia, marcel, noah, yisong, cindy girl, sylvia, lee huiling, ker huiling, shwa juan, puay qi, catherine, yijun, felicia, sing yong, kia how, vina, fiona, patrick, lina, vani, shu, alvin, cooper, renxin, sahara, nasreen and huiping!!
i can't express how much thanks i had for all of you who have wished me this year...but i was glad that you people remembered my birthday...(:

biggest thanks to stefanie dearest and of cos david along with others (you all know what i mean), had a dinner tonight at Essential Brews at Holland Village.
the ambience was nice and everything was right.
the only thing that destroys it was that i was too tired.
but nevertheless, i did enjoy myself, with the dinner and photos.
the cookie and the cake. (:
this is the first time stef managed to celebrate my birthday on the actual day since we became best friends 7 years ago. and having to meet her up always keeps me feeling relaxed. having to seem like i have no troubles at the moment.
thanks dearest! (:

this is gonna to be one of the most memorable birthdays that i have.
not only i am having a celebration tonight, i am having another one with lilian, jia huey and amelia tml afternoon. (: shall update on that tml.

ohwell, despite birthday.
i still went on to school for project discussion this morning.
and it lasted for hours.
and project schedule is gonna to be tight for at least another 3 weeks.
i just have to take care of myself well, this is a promise to myself.

alright, i am really feeling tired.
that's about it.
and yes, i'm 19 already! (:

Sunday, July 08, 2007
this weekend was a good one.
in fact it's because i had the chance to rest well without having to think about projects.
but i have to admit that i hasn't been having too much time to complete my tutorials though.
cos i was out ytd, plus had things to do today...
hahas. so that explains why...

school schedule starts to get hectic as from tml onwards.
cos my group is starting on the projects already...
not much time to rest, or rather litte time left to rest.
continuing on compensation tml, i just have to wonder what's in store tml.

alright, despite busy today,
still managed to do a basic mask...
girls just have to take care of their external too apart from the internal side.
(:

laopa jian bin called ytd, and we did have a good chat..
hahas. and he promised my birthday present when chalet comes.
cos he asked me what do i need..or rather what do i want...
i am still the daughter that he dotes on..hahs. (:
it was indeed a nice catch up after some time...
miss those times when we had chats especially with secondary school friends.
these will be re-visited during the chalet..

have not finished up my tutorial yet.
going to do so at this moment.
so i shall update soon.
goodnights.

Friday, July 06, 2007
it was school-free today!
due to SBM's graduation ceremony, all business students get a day off from the hectic timetable.
so was slacking at home, watching videos.

went out with siblings to have my all time favourite of sushi buffet at Sakae Sushi.
it was an advance treat from mummy for my birthday...
tks mummy!!
mummy met up with us after work at westmall,
we were leaving when certain tops caught mummy's eye...
so we went in to take a look.
in the end, all of us except my brother got a top from Series.
with mine being the most expensive.
ohwell, but it's nice, or rather it's the first piece of such in my closet. (:

it's the weekend again.
time just pass so fast.
getting out tml with sunday being my family day for mummy and siblings.
and soon, in a blink of an eye, it will monday again
and i'll have to get ready for school.

sometimes having good family bonds are indeed nice,
but will it get me too sticky to my family members instead?
hahas. but i don't care.
we still have regular night talks, dinner laughters, outings, shopping sprees..
i am enjoying all that...because such relations are not too common within families especially this is Singapore.
parents are either too busy at work or too tired after work.
mummy will always spend time with us no matter how tired she is,
as for daddy, even though he is working overseas,
he can be easily reached by an email or something.
therefore, there is no fear that we will lose communication.
all these talks, i realised, have helped my parents to gain more trust in me.
that's because they know what happening in my life...(:

alright, i guess that's all for now.
shall update soon.
enjoy your weekend!!

Wednesday, July 04, 2007
finally completed my executive summary which will be due for submission tml.
my group is on 'holiday' for projects this week.
but looking at the schedule starting from next week, seems like there wouldn't be any rest.
even if there is, it is just a breather.
expect more work as from next week onwards and less time for myself.
in fact, i will resume my editing work as from friday onwards. (:
pretty taxing as the editor of the group...hahas.
it's the month of july.
my favourite month for the year.
but this july doesn't look too good.
with all the work piling up.

i am looking forward to the holidays.
gatherings, meet up and other things.
of course to look for a part time job to earn some allowances to get through for the holidays.
i don't wish to slack at home for 11 weeks doing nothing. (:

was on the phone with stef ytd.
she couldn't decide which attachment choice to choose for her internship.
hahas, that girl.
and plus she wasn't too mad after all (she knows what i mean)
will meet up soon when time permits!

grandparents' birthday celebration...
there might be a change to a saturday instead of a sunday.
in terms of next week.
i guess i would have time even though i am having project discussion that day.

i guess that's about it.
shall update soon.
goodnights.

Sunday, July 01, 2007
it's the beginning of the month july.
but projects and tutorials are still on the go.
hasn't been too hardworking this weekend though.
doesn't have the mood to start on projects and stuffs.
but still, i started already!
tutorials are also halfway done.

went for my cousin's birthday party just now.
so time was spent on chatting with relatives rather than playing with the kids.
everyone is having holiday tml.
becos it's youth day.
but not for me, school is as usual.

alright, update till here.
i need to continue my project now.
goodnights.



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