Let me hear you call my name.
Jacinta.July 1988 just the way you are. simplistic yet loving. More than words.
I know you love me, too.
*year-end trip with sweets!*graduation trip? *sleepovers! *wedding planner classes! *early childhood classes? *longchamp/kate spate bag *watch *a pair of new sunglasses You were here too?
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Thursday, November 29, 2007
it's near the end of the week, and guess what? my group is still focusing on entrepreneurship...well, with the initial thought that our idea has been finalised and stuff, only when spoken to our external mentor then we realised that, well, there are more things to what we see on ths surface...and we'll need to settle it asap.school life has been pretty hectic with those lectures, tutorials and projects. and soon, the written ICAs will be arriving too. but still, putting my words in the front, i still want to have an enjoyable Christmas. (: i am usually confident in things that i have decided, and will go on with it no matter what. yet, at this current moment when i am typing this, i realised that i was lacking of this security thing within the aspect of relationships. i wasn't even confident enough to say the things that i wanna say to him, all because i don't know what the outcome will be. how i wish i could just confess and everything will reach to an outcome, but words just don't seem to get out from my mouth. as people say, women's instincts are always accurate, just a gesture or something, they will feel something...i don't know if my instincts are wrong or he doesn't sense it...there is practically no way to know. i know i have been rather general in terms of my posts on my blog and perhaps this is the first time that i am mentioning this openly. anyway, shall see how things go. well, will try to update when possible. meanwhile people, look forward to the weekend. (: ` has life been too smooth sailing for me, so much that it's time i should meet some challenges? Monday, November 26, 2007
well, managed to scan some photos into my lappy of my young times with my sister...haven't had time to search those with my brother...some photos are rather classic, i should say. like that one that i think i wanted to 'kill' my sister...then the 90 degree bend to take a photo, which people might just find it hard to do so...(well, which i can't do that now too), just got a tendancy to tilt my head when i am taking photos, can't help it...so meanwhile, just enjoy these first...shall upload more when time permits. project datelines are pretty tight these 2 weeks though. and be sure, i'll update soon!! (:         Sunday, November 25, 2007
  above are some long 'expired' photos that i should have posted long ago but well, i forgotten to remind ame to send it to me, till i saw them today at her place...hahas. those photos were taken at Breeks, Takashimaya, during last semester's study break.well, been busy with projects recent these days. was out with the sybase colleagues on thursday night for dinner. last minute decided to have it at the glasshouse, and we waited for like 1.5 hours before we got a table...(that's the consequence of not doing a reservation) then we had dinner till around 1045pm, and we headed back home..and had a nice chat with chasel in the car, and along the way, some funny things happened too... been working on the entrepreneurship project since ms ang approved the idea, but somehow or rather it's only today that we feel there is some progress on it, cos at times, we just can't convince ourselves for certain issues. but well, we are pretty stable in terms of idea development, and also the various interviews that we are having in the coming week. why do couples sometimes only notice that they might just have personality clashes after they got along for some time? is it because they are now partners of each other and that they mind more things than before? a honeymoon period usually last around 6 months, but is it possible to actually maintain this somehow or rather throughout the relationship? but ohwell, this has never made me drop any thoughts with regards to getting attached, cos i feel these are 2 different things even though they might be linked in one way or another. was in idea of catching "Enchanted", but amelia, lilian and jiahuey said that it's only ok...but still alright if i wanna catch it, cos it's very fairytale-like of movie. and it has been a long time since i wanna to take a stroll down Esplanade. but well, i guess it has been too long that i have forgotten how to travel there...cos my directional sense is pretty bad you see...someone might just want to do the pleasure of it... (: anyway, it's a new week again tomorrow...shall update soon. Wednesday, November 21, 2007
     been so busy with projects these days...so the clique caught some time to hang out for lunch after some discussion. head down to pizza hut to had lunch and we were chatting, taking photos, and yea, the above show some evidence of it...and cos i wanted to get presents, well, jiahuey needed to get her friend's birthday present too..so we headed down to bugis and raffles city to get our gifts...our legs were aching during the midst of shopping...but still, we get on with it...(: so we are pretty much satisfied with that...and on top of that, i did my shopping too!! anyway, decided to unblock the blog for the moment till i think there is a need to, cos my dearest jiahuey is complaining that she can't get into my blog all because she doesn't have a gmail account and she will be too tired to another email account anyway (unlike me, i have 3 in total...) been feeling rather alright with regards to the affairs of the heart...i know many has been offering me ideas of how i should go about it. but well, blame that i don't have that level of courage to do so. i don't know what i can do other than waiting for things to happen, which i think it's gonna to be real hard. alright, gonna to meet up with the office peeps for dinner tomorrow...so i shall blog real soon... Tuesday, November 20, 2007
it will just be a short entry for tonight...is feeling pretty tired, but i don't want to forget what i want to blog initially, therefore it is gonna to be short. well, project discussions are coming in within the week, and well, i am now blogging while mummy is flipping through the photos of our young times...shall pick some nice yet shocking ones to post them here some time...had good time laughing over bad taken photos, laughing at each other of how we posed in the pictures, had photos from ages from less than 1 till 16...will take some time to scan the photos in, since i have restricted the people in terms of reading through my blog...but of course not those extreme photos...hahas. (: been rather lazy in terms of getting my tutorials done, moreover it has been like 12 weeks since i last keep myself seated to finish up an assignment...but i must keep myself motivated (with the help of weijian and chasel's reminder always: to be a good student yea?) at the same time, i think somehow or rather i have got used to the school life... alright, i shall update soon. cos it's time for bed now...and it's 8am class tomorrow!! kind of disappointing huh... Sunday, November 18, 2007
the first week of school has passed, nevertheless, i hasn't got back the school life mood...this weekend has been smooth going just as the same like the previous 11 weeks of holiday...met up with school peeps and colleagues too. but the projects are coming in like...ohwell, but at least my group came up with some entrepreneurship ideas and hopefully one of them passes so that we can continue with it...oh yea, before i forget, my good friend, marcel, opens her own online shop, so please do give her the support...visit her at http://marcelandhershop.blogspot.com , she is selling some accessories such as necklaces, earrings, hairclips, etc...please visit when you are thinking of getting some!! if not, looking through it will be fine too. (: gonna to set a day for meet up with colleagues which i have entrust that to Chasel and hopefully i wouldn't be facing any awkward situations...and i was informed of the climax happening at Chijmes on Thursday...so happening. but i think i have teased wj more than enough already...but still mentioning it here once again, makes me want to have a good laugh...(: oh yea, went out with the group on Thursday afternoon to raffles city shopping centre, suntec city then marina square to get some ideas, which we eventually had. and also to satisfy my craving for donuts!! but i am worried that i will get f*t which hopefully Chasel's words doesn't come true...and making it worse, mummy is cooking dessert and granny is cooking chicken curry for dinner!! how fattening!! hahas. but once in a while...should be fine huh...cos i have two people doting on me..*smiles* (oh that i presume it's wj and chasel, other than my family.) on top of that, i practically have no mood to do tutorials now...must get myself motivated...cos i want to be a good student..lols. well, motivation can come in many ways, which each individual person would know what...hahas. ohwell, as for the other part of life, as much as i would like to have a conclusion, but i hate thinking about it because eventually i don't get any answer, i know many would ask me to go and get the answer from him. but to something that i am not confident of, you know, i will not risk it to get it, and clearly knowing that females cannot take rejection as well as guys do. i don't know whether if this thing has been dragging like this to make me feel less rushed to get myself attached, but gradually there isn't such a rush within me. although i still envy those who are happily attached, and well, normally best friends would affect you the most. talking about best friend, i hasn't been in contact with stef for weeks, wonder has she been really busy with her shift work at T3 (it's her attachment) and also her relationship. ohwell, shall update another time. or rather real soon. take care till then!! Wednesday, November 14, 2007
went back to sybase 365 today, met up with the usual bunch and we went ikea for lunch!! well, their meatballs were good, but not their spaghetti for sure. anyway it was a good time meeting up with them, and can't imagine how busy apple was. she hit 200 calls for today!! yea just today...then i was in the usual pool room, then as usual, around routing ops, then over to apple's side to help her abit. everyone was like shocked in seeing me in office, cos i have no access card and yati wasn't around too...and weijian said that apple looks much better today as compared to the previous days...had dinner with chasel and weijian at the central tonight; talked about loads of things, i realised i have lots of things to talk to both of them (yea, especially these 2..) in fact they know the most things out of all. but i have to beware, cannot afford to let their girlfriends jealous...maybe i don't have the capability to anyway...but i have to admit i clicked well with them the most, well, i can't be sure if things are gonna to remain this way even till the next few temps go into 365...but our friendship will last, that i strongly believe...right? (: and perhaps i just realised, i have been seeing things at too high an angle...maybe to certain things, certain people...although routing ops have been making fun of me, but at current, i think vince might just knows what's happening already, but seems like everything is too late, and i have started to 'stay away' from him...although as a gut feeling, i think the feel is not there from him or something...but i know comparison has been made, but as humans, it's natural to do comparisons around... school has been pretty fine. other than entrepreneurship that has been troubling my group in terms of thinking an idea...we are not in any form of preparation to start for other modules. but trying to adapt to school ending early and to get home by early afternoon this week, which people like weijian is getting envious...cos he has to work till 6pm from monday to friday... alright, it's time for bed, as class starts early tomorrow at 9am...and it has been a tiring day out for me...take loads of care people...(: Tuesday, November 13, 2007
decide to restrict readers to this personal space of mine. pretty random decision on this. at least i can be free to use certain words, to mention certain names, to say certain things. school has been fine, just that modules are not easy to tackle this time round. still adapting to the school life and of course, i am still missing the working life at 365...miss the peeps there, especially routing ops..(:i know certain things has been on-going from last semester till holidays and now when school has reopened. i don't know if i should name this a game or was it a process that i have went through? been thinking about it almost all the times, it has never been something off my mind, but still i failed to read what's on his mind. i have to guess around, by means of gut feeling, but i am pretty tired already...to console myself, fault might not lie in me that things did not reach to a conclusion. but still, i think i have regretted not going for the meet up last wednesday. and this point, i guess Chasel got it right, but i refused to admit that fact. perhaps i shouldn't have start all these 6 months ago, why did i get myself into this mess? and now, a slight connection with regards to him can affect my emotions to great heights, well, perhaps not that bad as before...i seriously have no idea whether i should continue or i should just tell myself that game over, and forget about it. well, as much as this thought of giving up comes in 2 weeks ago, but i can't do it eventually, which therefore i wish to stop all these, or perhaps he could take some action or stuff? at least i could feel better...but nothing is happening, not all at. mummy tells me that everything can wait till when i get into university, i clearly know that. but not all the things has a 'stop' button to it...having to meet perhaps the right person at the wrong time...no idea of what i should be doing now... alright, shall not flood the first 'restricted' entry with too much info. well, have a good rest people, we are already in the mid of the week already. (: Sunday, November 11, 2007
marks the last day of work on 9 nov. had the farewell lunch at vivocity, with apple, chasel, weijian, mervyn, chor yong, ugin, vince, yen, clive, weijie, zhiliang, mendy...had a great 2 months with them around, making my work there relaxing no matter how stressful calls can get. let's go into a detailed 'analysis' for some of them...Apple; my supervisor at work, working partner: cheerful and active, definitely able to control her emotions better than anyone else... Chasel; the one who drives me to work every morning without fail: quiet on the surface, but it's otherwise on the underside, knows of almost all matters that happens within office with regards around me... Weijian; the tall one who never fails to bully me, but will also share a listening ear when needed: always noisy but it will be another side when he turns serious...hmm...bring your imagination to a further stage... Mervyn; quiet and yet bubbly active: you never know what's he thinking, but there are different sides to what you see of him... Ugin; always see him in a smile: he sure takes care of friends around, well, maybe for me, because they take me as a younger sister. as for the others, they do take care of me in office, but definitely not as close as those i mentioned above in detail. but sometimes just feel that this period of 11 weeks has past too fast for me to enjoy...but i know i have made friends which we will be organising meet ups once in a while. (: had a badminton game at Chasel's place yesterday, with weijian and my brother. haven't been exercising therefore parts of my body were aching since i woke up this morning. supposed will have another one next week if they are ok with it. hahas. oh yea, forgot to mention, have caught the 'Bee Movie" on wednesday at vivocity with Chasel, Weijian, Mervyn, Ugin, Cas. it's really good and comical, although the show is only 90 mins. pretty show, but rather fulfilling. alright, school's starting tomorrow. a brand new semester, and yet it's the last one already. time just passed this fast, and soon we will be heading to university. shall blog more when school reopens, gonna to enjoy this weekend first. (: Thursday, November 08, 2007
 yea, it's a public holiday today, which allows me to sleep in till much much later, and i dragged myself out of bed this morning at 11am? got my specs this afternoon, been wearing since i got them, haven't really got used to them yet, with those frame and frameless. on top of that, i have been busy with that packet of stuff above...been busy with that for 5 hours today!! alone just for that!! i'll see who dare to say baking cookies is just using a maximum of 45 minutes... it's the last day at work tomorrow. and school is gonna start next monday. gonna to get myself adapt to the school matters when i am away from it since 11 weeks ago... anyway, will blog more this weekend. gonna sleep now... Saturday, November 03, 2007
been busy this week, just noticed that i haven't been updating since last sunday. still clearing my work before i say bye to this temp. job of mine. another 4 working days, i guess i will really miss everything of work, because once i am back to school, project stress would definitely arrive. on top of that, i am gonna to read up and apply for university as application has started for my ideal uni. sleep was totally insufficient for thursday and friday. went kbox with some colleagues on thursday night and only to arrive home at 1am when i have to drag myself out of the bed by 7am. but still, the whole thing was great. then for friday, caught the movie "The Game Plan" with ugin, cas and vince. it was a pretty good show though critics mentioned that it only worth 2 to 3 stars? well, at least it doesn't make me fall asleep no matter how tired i was.  planning to catch "Bee Movie" next week, either with family or with friends...watched the triller and found that its nice and funny... slept half the saturday away, that's it when you missed too many hours of your sleeping time...and only to realise that my breakfast was gone when i woke up!! guess what? as some of you might know, my house is situated just beside the nature park. i heard some voices outside my bedroom while trying to open my eyes fully. grandma and sister were saying that the kitchen was in the mess, and prime suspect who took my breakfast was...the monkeys!! yea, surprise huh? they climbed in through the windows to get food. and yes, today, the lucky family is us (i wonder if other houses got it as well.) anyway it's not the first time that it has happened to the residents here. this week is gonna to be ultra busy, OT is a must i think, unless i can clear all my work up fast during the working hours. provided i tend to miss those call-in away. and yes my pay should have been in for the month so that i can spend a little on myself before school starts... alright, time for me to get out and do some things...and yes i will update real soon...(: |
Goodbye.
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