Let me hear you call my name.
Jacinta.July 1988 just the way you are. simplistic yet loving. More than words.
I know you love me, too.
*year-end trip with sweets!*graduation trip? *sleepovers! *wedding planner classes! *early childhood classes? *longchamp/kate spate bag *watch *a pair of new sunglasses You were here too?
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Tuesday, October 28, 2008
work just seemed to be a boring thing after a long weekend. just don't feel like working (sarah thinks so too) but time seems to pass real fast today. i don't have exactly terrible end users unlike other days, so mood is pretty good. (: last week of October; at least it is a pretty fulfilling week with tuesday as the first day of work instead of monday, dinners at home, dinner with the girls, dinner with boyf (hopefully he books out on thursday night)been on the phone with stef these 2 days to catch loads of things, which it is in fact a good thing. at least she has someone which she can talk to. it's another working day tomorrow, so glad that it's mid of the week already and i am looking forward to the weekends so much!! oh, it was a good weekend spent, baby and i got our second set of couple tee from Levis Signature, and i am in the midst of preparing the list of things up in my mind... meanwhile, it's time to prepare for bed and rest early. need lots of sleep to replenish...till i update again, take care all!! goodnights!! ♥p.s. love requires effort and trust from both parties; we both know that. (: Wednesday, October 22, 2008
it's the mid of the week!!(how i was hoping for it to come) work has been super busy!! i'm totally drained out. oh, that includes Sarah (yes, you are with me on that, yea?) unreasonable end users, endless emails, non-stop rings, long records...the list goes on, i seriously hope it wouldn't be so bad when friday arrives. but the weekend is still long...baby is only booking out saturday night, so saturday is spring cleaning day!! (well, sort of) and i am looking forward to next weekend already!! greedy me right? cos it's pretty packed next week though. monday is a public holiday, dinner on wednesday with the girls, and friday is our 11th month dinner!! oh!! interesting things do happen on the bus sometimes. Sarah and i took the same bus and she alighted earlier than me, so when we board the bus, naturally you look for a seat that allows we to sit together. but sadly there were none...so this old uncle, he was really kind!! he gave us the seat and moved to another seat instead!! (: and today, i gave up a seat for an elderly, all because no other considerate people can do so, i wonder what are their eyes for; or were they just pretending? but it's nice when they tell you thank you after that. (: baby is in tekong till book out date...gonna to miss him so much. but still, it's another working day tomorrow. and it's really time for bed (work makes me tired easily these days) alright, take care and goodnights all!! ♥p.s. love comes in many ways; so i'm telling...i love you!!(: Sunday, October 19, 2008
it's another typical sunday night. well, it has been so many sundays and yet i still can't get used to baby booking in to his camp each week. it's hard to explain why and maybe i can't explain why. how boring, it's another working week tomorrow again to face all kinds of end users. but for the sake of earning money, this is the way to keep things up.oh. baby and i realised that we are spending abit too much over the weekends, so its time for us to hold our pockets and do something to it. we are lucky for now that we are not supporting a family, if not; i think the household expenses would be pretty high to afford. and well, in a long term it wouldn't be good for us too, right baby? this coming week contains work and some meet-ups for dinner. wednesday is to meet ame, jiahuey and lilian up, and maybe friday for stef and fiona, but that's under pending status currently. as much as i am hoping for this long weekend to arrive; baby is only booking out on saturday!!but i should be glad that there is a monday to spare me from work and have baby around to accompany me. (: oh, and it's sarah's birthday on this coming saturday too... alright, it's time to get ready to send baby to his camp. till i update again. take care all!! ♥p.s. it's hard for me to tell you how much i miss you. Thursday, October 16, 2008
the weekend is coming soon, and i was looking forward to it so much!! why you would ask...work this week is too hectic!! argh!! although it was the same old thing that i have been doing, but it seemed to be so tiring this week. but it's so lucky that sarah and xavier are always there to gossip about things and to crack jokes in between!i'm praying that as each weekend passes, they will get better as time goes, to instill positive mind as the day passes and all because, life has to go on even if you had a bad time today. anyway, managed to meet stef for lunch yesterday and yups, we managed to catch up with lots of stuff which yes, i can say i'm pretty updated now, and for me, there's nothing too much for her to be updated with since there are no major changes. (: sometimes to realise that relationships are just fragile, a slight breeze might just break the bond that two strangers ever share. kinship are said to be the strongest bond too; but sometimes, it has the most sudden brake too. we'll never know what's in for us at the next moment; so we got to learn how to treasure what life has prepared for you. of course, being not satisfied as always is part of human nature, but when it's not yours, even if you go roundabout, it wouldn't be yours eventually. just like an example quoted; we can't pull a string of a kite too tight, if not, it will break. at the same time, trust is something that we can share in a kinship or a relationship, but when taken for granted, you will naturally have to pay for the consequences. and usually the consequences are heavy. weijian used to tell me that relationships to guys will naturally become a commitment once the couple passes their honeymoon period. and i have been reminding baby about that too, of course commitment is part of the relationship but there are other factors to be contributed to that. love, trust, faith. they are important too. we, girls are emotional creatures, and yet some guys tend to take it easy, but when we are over with certain things, it's really over...so people, learn to cherish whatever you have. when you lose it, you wouldn't have time to grab it back neither an answer to know why. sometimes, it's good to take a step back to think of some things that have passed by. alright, it's another working day tomorrow, and it's friday!! meeting Nicole sweetie tomorrow for dinner...finally meeting her up after so long, after pushing the date till tomorrow. (: and of course, baby is booking out tomorrow (just that i don't know what time.) okay; time for bed...goodnights!! oh, happy birthday daddy! loves! ♥p.s. nothing is gonna to change my love for you. Thursday, October 09, 2008
this week hasn't been too good so far; it's my second mc today. been working for 2 months plus, i have never taken mc twice in a week. and the reason for my mc today? bad headache plus gastric pain were the cause of it. turned in real early yesterday and i supposed i made baby worry when he is in camp. and this week at work is also not satisfactory. saying it again will only be repetition of the same old thing.and what a slow poke i was. i didn't know that Deepavali has been changed to 27th of this month!! therefore, i am looking forward to that long weekend!! it's another working day tomorrow, hopefully i have better callers around. baby is only booking out this saturday. so i guess it's hard to have friday activities like before when we were in school. i am having cravings to bake again, but perhaps not now when i am still sick. random topic; my point of view. what is the definition of having feelings for someone? everyone will definitely have different defintions to it. but back to the basic; it only mean if he/she is the one that makes your heart beat faster, the one that you will worry when you are supposed to receive a call and yet you have not, the one that can make you cry and yet can make you laugh holding your tummy, the one who you wanna to hold close to you, the one whom you wanna share your life with. of course there are other things to the above definition that i have given. every get-together or break-up, it takes lots of courage. to have two people committing into a relationship takes lots of effort; break-up too, doesn't mean going separate ways will make things easier, definitely one party will have to learn how to cope with the heartache. well, i am not talking about my boyf and I. we are both doing fine; in fact, after getting together for 10 months, we are still learning the ropes of becoming a better partner for each other. (: to find someone that is willing to put off things for the sake of you, it's not easy but when you find it, sometimes people tend to overlook it. this is just human nature. no one is perfect, and likewise you can't expect to find a perfect partner, as long as you feel comfortable and well, be contented with what you have. alright, gonna help mummy with the dinner dishes. i will update soon when i have time. the weather has been unpredictable leading to many falling sick. till i update again; take care!! ♥p.s. i wanna hold your hands till we are both old. Sunday, October 05, 2008
it was a good weekend; as usual. went to pick baby up from jurong and headed for lunch; walk around in jurong point before his dad came to pick us up to go for dinner in the evening. boyf stayed over at my place last night to take care of this sick little girl who started coughing 3 days ago, so eventually i can't escape the fate of visiting the doctor this evening. baby saw the doctor too, he caught stomach flu which he didn't book in tonight and will do that tomorrow instead. well, for me, it's sensitive airway as the doctor call it, which will prolong my coughing period once i got it; so there was medication given to tackle it at a faster rate, but there is a side effect on a particular medication taken, but no big thing, so no worries...so both of us are supposed to rest more, so it's mc for me tomorrow. and i realised i tend to get mc on monday, which is the start of the week...(:alright, it's just a short post to update on things. will update soon, this week's activities i think is to get boon's wedding gift (which weijian can't decide yet...) and perhaps to meet nicole up for a dinner (miss that chat session on saturday because the boyf(s) booked out earlier than expected) meanwhile, take lots of care; people!! goodnights!! ♥p.s. there is no fear within me; as long as you are around to protect me. Thursday, October 02, 2008
it's october!! it was hari raya yesterday aka children's day and it's also our 10th month, baby! (: what an eventful day!! happy belated greetings to my muslim friends!! mum got us all wide and awake early in the morning to have breakfast at tiong bahru market, queued 30 minutes for lor mee!! then it was walking around at tiong bahru plaza while waiting for time to pass before i meet up with boyf. was supposed to catch Mamma Mia but for some particular reasons, we changed to watching Housebunny instead, pretty comical, wouldn't say it's good, but it's not bad either. (: was hungry so had a bite at Pastamania which they usually have my favourite soup of the day; Cream of Tomato!! *yums. followed by grocery shopping at Cold Storage to cook dinner; baked pasta!! pretty rusty in terms of skills since it has been some time since i last cooked that, but overall, it did pass!! and i had baby feeding me watermelon while i was in the kitchen at work. hahas. and we watch super tots!! the babies were so cute!! and baby got prepared to head back into his camp when the show was over. it was another good day spent with baby even though it was nothing expensive, nothing out of the extraordinary. and of course to walk this journey; love, patience, and feel are the essential factors. headed back to work today, and guess what? i had the lowest number of calls today from the time i started work at sybase!! i had only 17 calls!! terrible right? but nevertheless, i think i am getting sick already, been coughing the whole day and i just took my cough mixture. it's friday tomorrow, but i got to work!! hopefully my cough gets better. time for bed anyway!! take care people, and goodnights!! ♥p.s. anyday that we spent time together will naturally brings a smile on my face. |
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