Happiness is a daily decision. (:

Let me hear you call my name.
Jacinta.
July 1988

just the way you are. simplistic yet loving.

More than words.



I know you love me, too.
*year-end trip with sweets!
*graduation trip?
*new notebook
*sleepovers!
*wedding planner classes!
*early childhood classes?
*longchamp/kate spate bag
*watch
*crystal ear studs
*a pair of new sunglasses

You were here too?

Wednesday, December 24, 2008
merry christmas to all! hopefully it's going to be a good christmas for me this year, although there are many things that have happened. 2008 is maybe not too good a year for me. 2009 will be better! the cupcakes above are given by Singtel and Ross (my boss's boss) brought it over to our dept and asked us to take our pick; can you guess which one is mine? (i'm not left with many choices when i took mine)
oh anyway, i saw this flavour of Kit Kat at candy empire while shopping with Sarah last week!! don't know if this is really a new flavour or i am slow in finding out new things. but ohwell, it doesn't taste bad and in fact it's pretty good too!!
oh, it was spring cleaning on monday after i brought jeremy for his check up. and you will see that we do have MANY bags, so it's reduced to half of this amount after the clean up. but most of the credits will go to jazreel cos i was clearing my cupboard. and jazreel has a new hobby!! throwing away things!!(:

it hasn't been a good year for the family; so many things have happened and it happened one after another, i have no idea when will such things end, and it's hard to put up a brave front. it just feels so heavy to even breathe at times.

oh about christmas presents; jazreel got me a nike polo shirt; baby got me an estee lauder's perfume, weijian got me a converse pencil case to get me ready for school; from the xmas exchange; i got a flask. and i have no idea what's from Sarah...(:

baby is booking out tonight and booking in on sunday night! that's a long weekend for him i know. gonna to think of what to do to spend this christmas; it's our second christmas together, darling!!

alright, time to end off; have a good christmas and cheers!!

♥p.s. my simple christmas wish.

Friday, December 19, 2008
it's another friday again, another 2 weeks to school and yet, work contract is extended till end of the month. the good thing this time round is that it's pretty flexible so that i can arrange some personal activities for myself.

it has been a fulfilling week; had lunch with Sarah for some of the days, then met up with Stef for lunch too, and also the farewell lunch with Ugin and gang. and that Christmas is around the corner, everywhere is filled with christmas feel other than home...maybe it's the things that are happening around makes end of the year kind of dull a little, but i still want to receive presents!! that's why it's christmas shopping for this weekend with boyf! pretty hard to think of what to get for people around, but still getting a present is essential...

rest and sleep is my next essential thing...before school starts, so i wouldn't be working that often in the next 2 weeks, got to catch those free days to rest and pack my things or else i wouldn't be ready for school!! next week is another packed week; where christmas atmosphere is in town! presents!! yeah!! (: and time to catch movies too!! yes man and bedtime stories!! (:

alright, meeting baby after work later. meanwhile, got to clear emails cos it seems like outsourcing our dept doesn't seem to help in terms of the emails coming...anyway have a good weekend and cheers!!

♥p.s. be sure of what you want.

Monday, December 15, 2008
Enrolment at SIM was over last week!! another thing down in my list...i guess what's next is to CLEAR my cupboard so that i can put my textbooks and lecture notes...(: since this is the last week of work.

it was babysitting last friday for uncle kiat, those kids; lynn, kevin, ashley; they are a crowd when we place them together!! i wonder if it's a good thing to let jazreel and i experienced that and we were crying for help thereafter. HAHA. but it wasn't as bad as you all have imagined. the kids were soundly sleeping thereafter. (:

last weekend really passed real fast; baby got his guard duty on friday night, i've my workshop on saturday morning at SIM. then it was home sweet home on saturday night for me!! baking session on sunday!! cupcakes for baby to bring into camp for today's breakfast!! but it's still kind of far from perfection...

alright, i need sleep, i'm feeling tired super easily these days. and i wonder why...goodnights all..cheers!!

♥p.s. i know what's in store for me; love will make me stronger.

Thursday, December 11, 2008
family warmth.
what's the definition of it actually?

i think there are many examples of how families are happy together without a big house, without loads of money; and yet they are still happy. that's what i call a happy family. to live in an environment or to even grow up in an environment where you see drastic changes over the years, it's pretty disappointing when a family doesn't seem to move towards the direction of expectations. constant arguments; that's not we want to hear, complaints of each other; that's something that we don't want to hear either. but it's inevitable eventually.):

anyway; of the happier things. met up with Marcel on tuesday night and it was a good catch up! can't deny that...had cafe cartel for dinner and we went walking around marina sqaure having nothing bought! also! Sarah my dear baked cookies last night; she followed the recipe that i have given her, and both of our cookies looked different and tasted different too!! but overall, it's nice!! good job Sarah!! (:

alright, there is enrolment later at SIM, which i have to go for their photo shoot too. that's the sickening part. but i will have to go through it too. okay, that's all for now. cheers!!

♥p.s. the worth of loving.

Friday, December 05, 2008
life is really fragile that you don't know what will happen at the next moment; whether you will be with the one you loved, or you will be separated to be all alone. there are many things that we are unable to predict, neither to change certain fates. learn to treasure things and people around you, you wouldn't know what will happen the next moment.

i guess many should have read about what has happened in Mumbai. my heartfelt condolences to Mr Puhaindran and family about what happen to Ms Lo. indeed she was a brave woman, not many of us would have reacted like she has done. it was a perfect love story which they shared, and i guess many couples hoped for or perhaps had similar stories to what they went through...she might have left us, but i guess what was left, was that beautiful smile of hers that etched in everyone's heart.

So people around got to cherish the relationships and kinship around you, they are precious and can never be replaced. i think it has been years ago since i last told my parents that i love them and they are still priority in my heart even though things might have changed from the past till now. daddy, mummy; i love you all. because all of us have grown up, hugs and kisses are not common within my parents and i. but occasional hugs with mummy brings me even closer to her, and yet to daddy, i still had my distance which i don't know if that's part of a girl's growing process. to my siblings; i might seemed that i don't really care, but i do love them. there is no denial about that. i will spend no efforts to spoil them even though they are mischievous at times, but they are the laughters in my life. (: with regards to my boyf; mummy might say that i have not seen the world, but no one has given me the feeling that he is the one until i met noah. sometimes people will tell me that; nah, it's not realistic, how can you determine that someone to be your lifelong partner when you are only 20? but sometimes feelings don't go along with logic. and that's how people came up with love at first sight (although that did not happen to noah and i). but i got to thank god for letting me meet noah, he is really a wonderful guy whom i want to spend my life with. and to baby, i love you too.

to my friends, of course i enjoyed all your company. and with you all around, that's when i am never alone. good friends are hard to come by, best friends are even harder to find. overall learning to cherish and treasure is important, and your life is for you to live to the fullest.

♥p.s. there are just some things that are needs, not wants.

Monday, December 01, 2008
happy 1st year, baby!
the times spent within this whole year should be the best times i had ever; if i had to think back all the things that have happened to me. i'll never be lack of attention; care and concern from you towards me. there are many times that i might be stubborn and will tend to act before thinking but you are always there to advise that certain things upon acting, there are consequences. a year of joy and happiness; that's what many couples are hoping for, and to say, we have been through it, together as one.

baby got me a esprit watch while i made him a big photo album, which it clearly indicates our different stages at different times of the year. had buffet dinner at Novotel Singapore; the SQUARE restaurant; and baby did his confession at Esplanade this time round!! and the sickening thing is that he did it the EXACT way of how i confess to him exactly a year ago at the same spot where we stood. but overall, thank you for the surprises baby! (:



friday was k-session with Nicole before picking up the boyf; always had fun with her when we are at singing. and she always ask me to take some unglam photos...
working days are coming to an end soon; in less than a month's time probably. then i will rest at home to prepare for school in jan. and that there are lesser calls these days; lesser emails too. alright; it's time for bed already, it's another working day tomorrow. goodnights all!

♥p.s. loving you is a never tiring task; it will be forever.



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